Title: One Fateful Night
Author:
angelspike69
Pairing:
Angelus/William
Rating:
NC17
Summary:
Angelus sees William at a party. He plans at first to disarm him
with poetry and flowers, but the vampire discovers that the young poet
has become much more than prey. He has become his obsession.
Spoilers:
None. This takes place pre-series.
Disclaimers:
In no way do I own any of the characters in this story, Joss
does. I just like taking them out to place with each other.
Warnings:
This fic contains m/m slash. If that bothers you, then I suggest
you don't read.
Author
Note #1: This story was written for the
Loving Angel Valentines' Day Ficathon for ZinnyDark. Zinny, I
hope I gave you what you wanted. She requested the
following: Pairing Requested
- Angelus/William; Personas Requested
- Angelus a vamp, William a human... for the beginning, at least; Story Timeline - Past, and as
within-cannon as possible, for what I want; Three things you would like in your fic
- William being turned, Angelus as the seducer, roses; Two things you would prefer not to see
- non-con, heavy BDSM; Tone -
Darkly Romantic, if that makes any sense; Rating Preference - NC-17, but
whatever works
Author
Note #2: This is the first time I've
attempted to write Angelus. I know he was an evil, sadistic
killer, but I wanted to show a different side to him, while trying not
to change the character. There was more to him than that. I
tried to stay within canon as much as I could, but tweaked it to suit
my purposes, in particular certain scenes from The Prodigal and Fool
for Love. For me, Angelus sired William, not Dru.
Author
Note #3: I have to send a huge shout out
to my beta Lori, whose help was essential to me completing this
fic. Besides editing the sections I sent to her and filling in
some parts that were lacking, her research was what a made all the
difference. I'd also thank Jenn, Foxhunt2blue, Pet, Belle, and
JinxWatcher for their praise and encouragement.
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Chapter 14
A few hours later, Angelus awoke. His boy was now nestled against
his side, his chest pillowing his head. Gazing down at him, he
felt something swell inside of him. Pushing it away for the
moment, he gently shook the sleeping boy away.
"Will, come on my boy. You need to wake up."
The body nestled closer to him, "No...want to stay here...not
leaving...again."
"No Will...not leaving...never leaving you. We need to get up and
be
away from here." He loosened his arms from around the boy and
moved to stand, only to be pulled back down to waiting lips.
Catching himself before he was lost in the kisses, he unwrapped the
boy's arms from around him and stood. Gathering their clothes, he
turned back around to the boy and the sight stopped him in his tracks.
William, his pale skin glowing in the darkness, was stretching his
limbs like he was a cat soaking in the warmth of the sun. Angelus
hardened at the sight. Shaking his head, he went to the boy.
The vampire could see the reluctance as William sat up and took his
clothes from him. He stood there, his own clothes clutched
tightly to him as he watched the boy stand, embarrassment no longer
turning the pale skin pink. He watched as the boy, without a hint
of shyness, stood before him getting dressed.
Still as a statue, he stared as William approached him and pressed his
body against his, arms wrapping around his neck, drawing him down for a
kiss. He felt the boy's hardness press against his own.
Releasing the lips, William asked, "Now...are we going to your house?"
"What? Yes, then in the morning we can gather your things."
He saw the boy smile. "I have tickets secured for us to leave in
two days."
"Tickets...two days..." Confused, William stepped away from him.
Wanting the feel of that body next to him, he reached for William, but
the boy stepped back, escaping his grasp. "Will?"
"I don't understand...you're leaving?"
"No, not I...we are."
"Why...what about us...about what we just did? Don't you want me?"
"Oh Will, I want you so badly, I ache with need. I told you that
once my business was concluded in London, I had to leave. Are you
not interested in going with me?"
"I want to Angelus...I told you that. I also told you that I
couldn't leave with my mother being so sick. I thought you
understood."
"I do, but there is nothing I can do. I have to leave Will, and I
want you to come with me – I must have you come with me."
Finished dressing, he moved toward the boy, who once again stepped out
of his reach.
"Can't you wait...I mean..."
"No Will, I can't."
"But...but...I can't...not now...if only you would delay your
business..."
"I wish I could, but I can't." Walking to the entrance of the
building, he looked back at the dejected man, standing there, tears
forming in his blue eyes. "I leave at sunset in two days.
If you change your mind, you know where to find me." Turning his
back to the boy, he walked away, into the darkness with a smirk on his
lips and a spark of guilt in his heart, listening as William called out
to him, begging him not to leave.
Once outside, he listened as William continued to call for him, begging
him to come back. Hearing movement coming from the building, he
hid in the shadows and watched as the boy came out into the
alley. He could feel the sadness rolling off his body; he could
taste his tears in the air. With anticipation, he continued to
peer from the darkness, not letting the boy know he was watching.
William stood in the alley, looking, searching. With a cry, he
sat on a bale of hale, and dropped his head into his hands and sobbed.
Stepping out of the shadows, he approached the distraught man.
Softly, he called out to him, "Will..."
William looked up, hope beaming from his tear-streaked face. "You
didn't leave...you came back..."
"No I didn't leave...yet." He watched as the hope drained from
William's flushed face. Holding out his hand, "Come with me
Will...take my hand and we can walk away together. I know you
want
to. Why are you fighting it?"
Reaching up for the offered hand, he pulled back. "I do,
Angelus. You don't know how much I want to, but I can't.
I'd never be able to live with myself if I left mother alone."
Coming closer to William, the powerful vampire knelt in front of him,
taking his hands into his own. "What if I can make it so you can
come with me...make it so you can live with the decision?"
Hope returning to his eyes, "Can you do that Angelus? Can you
really?"
"Yes, Will...I can, if you really want me to."
"I don't see how..."
Angelus dropped his head, looking down. "Tell me you want to come
with me...Tell me you want to be with me forever...for eternity."
"I...I...God, please forgive me, but I do Angelus...I want to be with
you...for
eternity."
Helping the boy stand, he felt his face shift and his fangs
descend. Looking up, he saw William's startled face, shock
turning to fear.
"What...what...are you? You...you...aren't human."
Angelus changed his face back into human form. "What I am
William...all that I am, I can give to you. Do you want what I
have
to offer you?"
"I...I...God, help me...please." William was shaking now.
"God has nothing to do with this. Do you want it Will? Do
you want me? Just say the word, and we can be together...Just say
the
words Will..."
William's face was a mask of emotions – grief, joy, fear, and love –
fought each other for dominance. The boy looked up at him.
"Change again." He demanded.
The vampire complied and the trembling young man reached to brush his
soft hands across the ridges. "Why don't you look like this all
the time?"
"Would I be accepted in society like this William? Human beings
worship beauty. Any flaw is reason for torment."
William whispered. "I know. I have often been called a
prissy prig because of my small features and poetic nature. You
don't have to look like that all of the time?"
"No Will, usually only in the throes of compelling emotions."
Angelus replied gently. "I have had to fight to control the
change whenever I was with you. You elicit powerful feelings that
I thought long buried." He shifted back into his handsome, human
face.
William moved closer and reached up to stroke the side of his lover's
face and Angelus closed his eyes as the tender touch. The boy
sighed and the vampire opened his eyes to see blue ones filled with
longing and fear. Finally William smiled shyly and the fear
disappeared. He straightened his shoulders and spoke
determinedly. "I cannot live without you Angelus. I have
never felt so desired, so loved. I thought once that I would go
through hell to be with you and now I shall. Yes Angelus. I
have never wanted anything more than to be with you. Yes, yes,
make me yours forever."
Angelus leaned forward, pulled back the boy's shirt collar, and buried
his fangs into his neck. He heard William gasp at the sharp pain,
but his cries quickly turned to moans of pleasure. Angelus drank
the sweet nectar, feeling all the love and want that permeated the
boy's entire being. He felt the fear recede as he drained him,
ending his human existence, feeling the beat of his heart slow.
William fell lifelessly against the vampire. Holding the boy with
one arm, he brought the other up and with his nails made a deep cut
into his neck. He brought the boy up to his neck, placing his
mouth over the self-inflicted wound. Holding the lifeless head in
place, he urged William to drink. "Drink, William..." He
immediately felt the pull as his blood was taken from him, giving the
boy his new life. Angelus hardened as he shared his blood.
Pulling the boy away after a few moments, he carried the unconscious
man back into the carriage barn, laying him gently in the spot where
they had made love not too long ago.
Running out of the building to the street, he flagged down a Hansom
cab. Feigning distress, he told the driver that he and his friend
were at a party. They had been drinking and apparently someone
slipped a drug into his wine and he passed out. The driver agreed
to provide them transport. Angelus raced into the barn and
carried William to the waiting cab, cradling his head against his
chest. When the driver asked where he was to take them, Angelus
told him that he lived near Highgate Cemetery.
In the coach, he continued to tenderly support the dead man in his
arms, brushing his hair from his eyes. Oh the things I'm going to teach
you...show
you. The passion we will share. Your life is just
beginning, and what a glorious life we will have...together.
As they neared the cemetery, Angelus shouted for the driver to
stop. He leaned out of the cab and reached up to pay the cabbie
far more than the usual fare. He went back inside and alighting
from the coach, holding William in his arms, he turned to the driver,
"I'll take him in through the back so his father doesn't see him in
this state."
The man nodded and drove away. Once the carriage was out of
sight, the vampire quickly walked into the cemetery, to the out-of-way
spot he had chosen earlier tonight. With great care, he placed
his new childe in the plain wood coffin that was already there.
Placing a kiss to his now cold lips, he closed the lid, and covered the
box with dirt until it was completely buried. Standing there for
a while, he looked at the sky. Smiling, he turned to leave before
the sun could rise. As he walked out of the cemetery, he was
already planning all the things he and his childe would do together.
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Angelus returned to his empty house determined to put the finishing
touches on William's gift for tomorrow night. It would be the
feast of St. Valentine's, when lovers revealed their passion for each
other and when his precious boy would rise. Over the previous
days, he had copied some of William's favorite poems onto paper and had
illustrated them with special drawings. He had bound the pages
together but had left the first page blank. Now he could write
the inscription:
To my beloved Childe, William
You are forever mine
I am forever yours.
Angelus
(A)
He laid the gift on the table near the fire and went upstairs to rest.
He slept fitfully anxious for the day to end and woke instinctively at
sunset. Tonight was the night! Tonight his new childe would
join him, by his side for eternity. He could feel it in his
blood; the pull to be there when his childe rose. Dressing
quickly, he left the house and raced through the streets into the
cemetery, to the grave that held his boy.
Patiently, he waited in the dark. Then he saw it, the dirt began
to move. He could feel his blood coursing in his childe's
veins. He could feel his blood coursing in his childe's
veins. The soil shifted further. A hand appeared, reaching
out. Angelus longed to help him, but the boy had to do this
himself. An arm thrust up, another, and finally his head.
With anticipation, Angelus watched as William freed himself, pulling
himself to his new life.
Angelus knelt before him and brushed the dirt marring his the beautiful
face. At first William's face contorted with confusion and pain.
He looked up at his Sire, frowning then smiling, "Angelus..."
Struggling a bit, William rose to his feet. Opening his arms,
Angelus finally spoke, his voice choked with emotion. "Come to me
Will." The new vampire walked toward the man waiting for
him. When William stepped into his embrace, he tightened his arms
about the new vampire and whispered, "You're home my boy. Welcome
home."
I
love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and,
if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after
death.
** The End **
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Additional Information
I have to thank my beta, Lori, for her help in researching the art and
poetry I used in this story. She found things I never could
of. Below is additional information on the poets and their work
that I used. I'm also including links to the artwork I referenced
in this story in case you wanted to take a look. The are listed
in the order in which they appeared in this story.
Poets
William Wordsworth – (1770 – 1850) – the poems I used were titled, I
Wandered Lonely as a Cloud and She
Was a Phantom of Delight. For
additional information - http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/wordswor.htm
Percy Bysshe Shelley – (1792– 1822) – the poem I used was titled,
Love's Philosophy. For
additional information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/pshelley.htm
Lord Byron – (1788-1824) – the poem I used was titled, She Walks in
Beauty Like the Night. For additional information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/byron.htm
Charles Baudelaire – (1821-1867) – the poem I used was titled, Le
Vampyre. For additional information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/baudelai.htm
Robert Browning – (1812 – 1889) – the poem I used was titled, Life in a
Love. For additional information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/browning.htm
Dante Alighieri – (1265 – 1321) – the poem I used was titled, La Vita
Nuova. For additional information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/dante.htm
Christopher Marlowe – (1564 – 1593) – the poem I used was titled, The
Passionate Shepherd to His Love. For additional
information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/marlowe.htm
Christina Rossetti – (1830 – 1894) – the poem I used was titled,
Remember. For additional
information –
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/rossetti.htm
Paul Verlaine – (1844 – 1896) – the poem I used was titled,
Serenade. For additional
information -
http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/verlaine.htm
Elizabeth Barrett Browning – (1806 – 1861) -- the poem I used was
Sonnet XLII from Sonnets from
the Portuguese. For
additional information – http://www.kirjasto.sci.fi/ebrownin.htm
Artists
Titian – (1485 – 1576) – the painting I referred to was titled, Bacchus and Ariadne. For
additional information -- http://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/titian/.
To view the painting -- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/bacchus_and_ariadne.jpg
Botticelli – (1445 – 1510) – the painting I referred to was titled, Venus and Mars. For
additional information -- http://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/botticelli/.
To view the painting -- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/ven_mars.jpg
Lord Frederic Leighton – (1830 – 1896) – I referred to several works of
his. For additional information – http://www.artrenewal.org/articles/2003/Lord_Leighton/bio1.asp.
To view the paintings – Venus
Disrobing for the Bath -- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/venus.jpg.
The Bath of Psyche -- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/psyche.jpg.
Actea, the Nymph of the Sea - http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/actea.jpg
Paul Cezanne – (1839 – 1906) – The painting I referred to was titled, The Abduction. For additional
information -- http://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/cezanne/bio.html.
To view the painting – http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/TheAbduction_Cezanne.jpg
Pierre Auguste Renoir – (1841 – 1919) – The painting I referred to was
titled, Boy with a Cat.
For additional information -- http://www.ibiblio.org/wm/paint/auth/renoir/.
To view the painting –
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v497/marinersgal69/story_paintings/renoir_young_boy.jpg