Subject: [OTL]: HellsX 18 Date: Fri, 23 Jul 2004 20:52:06 -0700 (PDT) From: D Benway HellsX [18:45] Alexander Luthor Produced by Benway. See notes for disclaimers. _______________________________________________________________________________ He is so beautiful, but so much younger than I am. Yet, there is a maturity there, something not found in other boys of his age. I'm not telling myself this simply to justify my actions, because I know that others see it too. What we've done is unlawful in this state, though not on account of his age. If anything, I believe the law was originally intended for those who took pleasure from the beasts of the field. He is not technically human, yet he is not alien in any way that matters. Beyond that certain gravity, there is nothing in his personality that is inhuman, and nothing as inhuman as what I've seen in the younger MBAs who work for my father. His body is a little bit different, but what a body it is! I dream of him, every night. It's so hard to control in public, trying not to stare. When he kissed me for the first time, I came. That never happened with any of the women my father purchased for my use. Sometimes I wonder if I feel as I do because he is not human. I have seen what drives my father, and learned what he has taught me. It is all there in the newspapers, for everyone to see. There are going to be then billion people on this planet soon, and our 40th of it will demand a quarter of the total resources consumed, or more. This can go on for perhaps another thirty years, and then all that will be left are our soldiers and our missiles and our never-satisfied hunger. My father and his very good friend our President-For-Life have a strategy for dealing with this; if I submit and go along with it, they may allow me a place at the table while the others starve, along with many assurances that Jesus would have wanted nothing less for me. I do not think that I want this to happen, and I am not sure if I shall ever want it, but I know that if there is a solution to be found, it won't be found on this Earth. The only way to save us is through him. His people had the technology to span interstellar distances, and we cannot even land a man on Mars. They will know how to make fusion work. They will know how to exploit this world's resources without pollution. They will know how to solve all the problems of this world and banish war forever. Standing together, we shall use their knowledge to build a new world. But for now, I'm just waiting until he finishes his chores, and then we'll drive out to that meadow he showed me last week and we'll fuck each others brains out. [Next: On The Same Page]