Author's Note: Originally written as the answer to a challenge on B/S central before it went down. Challenge will be posted at the end of the story.
I started this story a very long time ago. After several computer crashes I thought it was lost until recently when I happened upon a lone floppy disc.
I did have a beta for this long ago and far away but when I lost the story for the second time I pretty much gave up.
Suggestions or comments are welcome and any offers from the beta fairy will gladly be excepted... as long as you are of age.
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by bitchee
Chapter 13: Take Heart.
Much thanks to my beta Jill for being patient with my holiday frolicking.
"Holy hell! What the shit was that?"
"Dawn!"
The slayer glared at the younger girl with obvious annoyance.
"Less of the potty mouth and more of the quiet would be of the good
right about now." With a final dark look at her sister, Buffy turned to
Willow and Tara.
"So splainy? What's with the presto scitzo? Cos I gotta say, that just
totally wigged me out."
Watching Illyria out of the corner of her eye, she waited for one of
the two witches to explain (to steal Dawn's inappropriate phrase) what
the shit she'd just seen.
Tara's troubled gaze met Buffy's before she too turned to look at the
red headed Wicca, signifying that she too was clueless.
Willow sighed deeply and then shrugged. "Got absolutely nooo idea. Near
as I can tell, which you probably figured out already, something went a
little wacky with the whole possession thing and somehow or other Fred
and Illyria sorta got a timeshare deal going. The changy thing? Well
Illyria did that earlier, but I get the feeling that this time it
wasn't her doing the driving... apart from that... I got nothing" she
offered shrugging again.
"Anyway guys not to be all repeato
girl but can we worry about the whole Fred slash Illyria thing later?
Cos again... running out of time here..."
Buffy
contemplated Willow's words while she studied the strangely still form
of the blue god. Weighing up the facts, she came to the conclusion that
Willow was right. It didn't matter what was going on with her, all that
mattered was finding a way to help Spike.
Pushing her inner slayer down she let the woman step forward... the
woman who was extremely worried for her ex-lover.
"K, right, let's have a look at the spell then... we got the blood so
what else do we need?"
Tara and Willow shared a look before Tara handed Buffy the small book
the two witches had been studying when Buffy first arrived.
"Elixir of rebirth..." muttered Buffy "Ok, got that... Angel's blood.
Wine of the god... Illyria's obviously. Essence of battle.... mine of
course. Ok so this bit, the bit about the heart of the source? What the
frick's that mean? Any ideas?" she asked, shooting a look at the
witches.
Her eyes widened at the next line.
"Shit
guys..." her tone suddenly worried. "If I'm reading this right... the
whole ‘Combine before the moon sets on the third day' thing... then
that means Spike has three days to live from the time of the battle. So
how much time do we have left?"
She turned her panicked
gaze on Willow praying that the young witch would tell her not to
worry, that they had plenty of time, even as her heart sank at the
miserable look on her best friend's face.
Willow opened her mouth, intending to somehow reassure Buffy, but
before she could speak, Illyria once again interrupted.
"Today is the third day.... moonrise tonight shall bring an end to the
vampire if you do not find the cure. You will cease this useless
prattle and restore him... or I swear by the powers of the old ones you
will share his fate." With that, she turned sharply, averting her face
and lapsing into a threatening silence.
Buffy bristled at
the God kings words and tone, but the knowledge that Spike had only
hours to live overwhelmed any real anger she might have felt at the
others threat.
"Um guys, can I have another look at the book?" asked Tara tentatively.
Passing the book to her, Buffy tried to read the expression on the
others face.
Was that a glimmer of excitement she could see in her friends' eyes or
just wishful thinking on her part?
"What is it baby? Did you think of something?" asked Willow, her own
worried gaze resting heavily on the book in Tara's hands.
"I-I'm not sure Will... there's something...Goddess I know this... I
just can't seem to remember. Heart of the source? Heart of the
source... let me think... ok the blood has to come from sources close
to Spike? But the whole cryptic thing is actually really literal when
you come down to it... so that probably means that the heart is also
literal? But the source?"
Tara's brow furrowed in
concentration as she stared at the words on the page as if looking at
them long enough would make them give up their secrets.
Buffy could feel her heart beating heavily in her chest. Fear and hope
waring with each other as she clenched her fists impotently. Praying
that Tara would find the answer to the riddle before time ran out. Her
mind refused to even consider what she would do if she lost Spike again
so soon after finding out he was still alive.
When the silence was finally broken, it was by the last person they
expected.
"Could it be the dragon?" Dawn ventured timidly. "Cos the vision showed
a dragon and the wounds are from the dragon so shouldn't that mean..."
"Oh my God Dawnie, you're brilliant," shrieked Willow, throwing her
arms around the younger girl.
"Ye-Yes of course... The heart of the source" gasped Tara. "How could I
have been so stupid? The source of his injuries and the heart. The
answer was staring us all in the face. We need the dragon's heart to
complete the spell."
"Um, guys?" interrupted Dawn "Not
to be a killjoy or anything but um aren't dragons like pretty
impossible to kill? You know with the whole flying and fire breathing
thing."
Willow's face fell and even Tara looked worried
at her words, but when Dawn looked at her sister, her expression was
one Dawn knew well.
Grim determination shone in the eyes of
the slayer, the very same look Dawn had seen last as they entered the
Hellmouth to do battle with the first. Dawn felt something inside
herself shift and let go at the expression on her sister's face. And
with it, the fear and worry she had felt clutching at her heart
disappeared.
The slayer was here, and the slayer would not lose... the dragon was
going down.
Buffy turned in one fluid movement and faced the impassive figure of
Illyria. Her voice when she spoke was one of power and command, the
tone of a battle-hardened warrior that had never known the possibility
of defeat.
"Where was it last seen? Take me there, now."
It had been less than a minute since Buffy and the blue God king had
left to return to the scene of the A I crew's last battle.
Dawn suddenly realized that nobody had bothered to explain just how she
happened to be standing in the room with a person she had last seen
lying dead on the floor of her mother's bedroom.
Willow
had moved across the room to check on the still unconscious vampire,
leaving a strangely shy and timid Dawn to stare at the smiling young
woman that now stood less than a foot away from her.
"Hey
Dawnie... you ok?" asked Tara, her expression concerned as she took in
the look on the ex-key's face. "I know this has gotta be sorta a shock
to you... me being alive and all, but I promise you sweetie it's really
me" said Tara, correctly interpreting Dawn's hesitant expression.
"But you died... I saw... I mean I-I was the one that... that found
you... and you... you. Warren... Warren shot you... and there... was...
was blood and... Oh my God Tara... How... how is this possible?"
Dawn crumpled at the look on the blonde's face, but Tara was there to
catch her. Dawn's legs gave out under the rush of disbelieving joy,
making her head suddenly light with relief.
"Oh God, Tara, I
missed you so much" she sobbed, breaking down. "And... and Willow...
God, Willow went all dark side of the force on us and Spike left,
and... and, oh God, you're here and I missed you so so much" gasped out
Dawn, as the familiar touch of the blonde witch released the last of
her doubts.
"Shh Dawnie, its all gonna be ok" Tara soothed, rocking the younger
girl in her arms.
"None of that matters now... and we will have plenty of time to talk
about all that happened... there's lots of stuff I need to tell you
guys. Willow knows most of it, but it can wait, at the moment I think
that we need to focus on Spike and the healing spell."
As she
knew it would, the mention of Spike's name had the desired effect and
Dawn visibly shook off the emotion and shock of seeing yet another
resurrected friend, to focus on the original reason for her being there
in the first place.
"Oh my God Spike" she gasped" I
forgot to even ask... is he ok... I mean obviously he's not ok but..."
Her voice trailed off as her eyes that had been franticly searching the
room for the vampire's presence suddenly found the object of her
concern.
"S-Spike" she whimpered as she took in the sight of the man she had
mourned for since his death in the Hellmouth.
Tara, taking in the devastated look on the young girl's face, flinched
inwardly as she too examined the damage to the vampire that up till now
she had been far too distracted by her own resurrection and the arrival
of Buffy to properly study.
Dawn was sobbing silently as
the two friends moved closer to the vampire that they had both
considered a friend, when the other Scoobies had still seen him as, at
best, an annoyance.
"Oh sweet Goddess" breathed out Tara.
Unlike Willow she managed to control the urge to vomit at the sight of
his wounds.
Dawn wasn't so lucky... she gagged twice and bolted from the room,
leaving a shocked Tara to stare at the nearly destroyed vampire with
horror. Unable to fathom how anyone, supernatural or not, could
possibly still be alive with the amount of damage he had suffered.
Ok, so technically he wasn't alive... but still, how the hell he had
held on for nearly three days was both a horror and a miracle, one that
Tara found herself hoping would continue long enough for Willow to do
the spell.
"Yeah it's pretty bad" came Willow's quiet
murmur taking in the tear-filled look on her lover's face. "But
Spike... he's strong... well stubborn really, if anyone can make it,
it'll be him."
Tara sighed heavily as she felt Willow
take her hand and give it a gentle squeeze before turning back to once
again check Spike's many injuries.
"Goddess Will, he must be in so much pain... is there anything I can
do?" she asked the red head.
Willow smiled softly, thinking to herself that it was just like Tara to
be more focused on someone else's pain than worrying about the fact
that she'd been dead less than and hour before.
"I dunno
sweetie... I've done everything I can think of to ease his pain...maybe
if you just sit with him and hold his hand... maybe knowing someone is
here for him if he wakes up... well it couldn't hurt" replied Willow,
her worried gaze swinging back to the vampire on the bed.
And that's where Tara was when 20 minutes later a tired looking Giles
and rumpled Xander burst into the room.