Disclaimers: The usual. All belongs to Joss and Mutant Enemy,
and naught to me.
Rating: R
Setting: Post-Gift /AU Season 7
Pairing: B/S all the way, baybee!
Distribution: Ask and you shall receive, I'd just like to know
where it ends up.
Synopsis: Buffy. Spike. Angelus. Nuff said.
Author's notes: A sequel to "Necessary Evils," which is a sequel
to "A Raising In the Sun." Previously: Willow brought Buffy back to life
using Dawn's blood and William's soul, creating an imbalance which allowed
the First Evil to use Willow to take over the world. Spike and Buffy narrowly
defeated the First, resulting in the de-Keying of Dawn, the permanent closure
of the Hellmouth, and Willow's death and resurrection as a souled vampire.
As always, thanks to Jane Davitt and the Redemptionista Writers Group,
betas extraordinaire.
If fate were kind, Rupert
Giles thought, it would be in a room such as this that he would die. The
very air was redolent of knowledge--leather and ink and aging paper, and
the lingering tang of lemon oil rubbed painstakingly into dark gleaming
walnut panels. There were books, of course: rank upon rank of them, towering
to the beams of the ceiling, titles in gold and scarlet and black. No uneasy
tingle of power from grimoires or spellbooks in this sanctuary, just the
unsullied power of the written word. An old-fashioned globe stood in the
corner, its faded blues and greens and pinks a mosaic of obsolete borders.
Outside the tall bay windows, squadrons of bees hummed about the garden,
but the scarlet hibiscus nodding against the windowpane rather shattered
the illusion of Shropshire in Pasadena. The hills visible against the smog-hazed
horizon beyond the window were parched and brown with the breath of summer,
the hot dry Santa Ana winds hissing down from the mountains. The sight
was oddly comforting. He had lived in California long enough to miss it
when he left. Dreadful thought.
A bee in its livery
of black and yellow lit on the lip of the nearest blossom and crawled into
its blazing heart, to emerge a moment later bathed in a golden haze of
pollen. "Africanized," said the very old man seated behind the desk. He
waved a gnarled hand at the window. "So-called killer bees. No place in
the Southwestern United States they haven't invaded. The European honeybees
were dying out. Mites. The killer bees are immune." He smiled, putting
only the minimum necessary humor into the expression. "And for the most
part, humanity lives cheek by jowl with them, none the wiser. Very like
our own situation, in some ways."
"There are certain
parallels," Giles agreed. He was in an agreeable mood. Good company, good
Scotch--a trifle early in the day for it, but this was something of a special
occasion--and every prospect of finding the information he'd come for.
He leaned back into the sinfully inviting armchair. "But the bees serve
a useful purpose that I dare say most vampires do not."
"Who can say what
purpose all things serve in the great balance?" Bernard Crowley rose to
his feet and crossed to the bookshelf, his thin knobby hands crab-walking
over cracked spines and foxed corners until they found the book they sought.
"You are an ambitious man, Mr. Giles." Fingers closing pincer-like on the
leatherbound volume, he drew it from the shelf and returned to his chair,
also leatherbound and nearly as ancient as the books which surrounded it.
"I don't believe I've heard of anyone attempting such an in-depth study
of a single vampire before."
Giles shrugged and
took a sip of his Scotch. "It's been an enormous project, to be sure, but
I've had very able help and the inestimable advantage of having access
to a willing subject. I hope to make the finished work as much an ethnography
as a biography, though the latter would be task enough. We know so little
about the creatures we hunt." He offered a small, professional smile of
his own. "Which is why I decided to complete the project despite my, er,
recent parting of ways with the Council. Who knows when another such opportunity
will arise?"
The lines bracketing
Crowley's mouth flexed in disapproval. "I heard something about your recent
disagreement with young Quentin. You have a publisher, then?"
"A correspondent of
mine in New England has connections with the Miskatonic University Press,
and..." Giles waved a deprecating hand. "But that's of no moment now."
"Mmm." Crowley eased
forward and laid the book open across the desk. He flipped the pages over,
one by one, and yellowing ghosts of newsprint past fluttered in the breeze
of their turning, clippings and photographs of a New York more than thirty
years gone. He looked up, eyes glittering in their setting of pouched and
wrinkled flesh. "Given your falling out with the Council, why do you assume
I might be willing to jeopardize my pension by helping the notorious renegade
Rupert Giles?"
"I've achieved notoriety
so swiftly, have I? Standards for villainy are non-existent these days."
Giles set his glass down and met the older man's inquisitive gaze. "For
one thing, because the accumulation of knowledge is an end in itself. And
for another..." He hesitated. "I know something of you as well, Mr. Crowley.
Your relationship with the Council was also rather strained in its day.
You know what it is to have a Slayer in your charge form...attachments."
Crowley adjusted his
glasses and gazed down at the pictures before him. Giles caught an upside-down
glimpse of a young woman, a young man, a baby...brilliant white smiles
in dark handsome faces, moments of joy captured and pinned like butterflies
to the page. "Indeed I do. Though not, I may say, in so colorful a fashion
as your Buffy Summers has managed."
The crumpled-parchment
face gave away nothing, but there was a gleam in his ink-dot eyes, and
Giles was unsure if anger or mockery predominated. The old man had earned
the right to either emotion in ways someone like Quentin Travers never
could. Choosing his words with the care of a man picking his way through
an unfamiliar swamp, Giles said, "On occasion, a little too colorful. Which
is why I would be everlastingly grateful for any independent corroboration
of events you can offer."
Crowley leaned back
and steepled his fingers, gazing down at the book full of memories. At
length he said, "There are no substantial inaccuracies in his account of
Nikki Wood's death that I can see. I never had the misfortune to run afoul
of him myself, but Nikki encountered him several times before the end.
She was a very observant woman--I assume you've read my official Watcher's
diary for 1977? And later, of course, the witnesses who saw him leave the
subway station after he'd killed her gave the police a very vivid description."
There was no identifiable emotion in his voice, but his fingers were shaking
as with surprising delicacy he coaxed a photograph sketch free of the fasteners
attaching it to the scrapbook. He leaned forward, offering it to Giles.
"Her neck was broken. A clean kill. He never set fangs upon her, nor violated
the body." He rasped to a halt; the effort it took for him to continue
was palpable. "Such terrible things to be grateful for."
Giles took the photograph.
Nikki Wood's dead eyes stared up at him from the floor of the subway car,
her head canted at a grotesque angle, her hands curling limp and helpless
at her sides. She did not look asleep. "He has...spoken of her. He said..."
Would this only make it harder? Would he want to know, in Crowley's place?
"He saw her as a warrior. An equal. Not as...food, or a plaything." He
laid the photograph reverently back upon the desk. "I don't suppose you
have any contemporary photographs of..." "Only this." Crowley held up another
piece of paper, a copy of a police sketch. Even in the clumsy lines of
the police rendering, there was no mistaking that face. Giles undid that
catch of his briefcase and pulled out the photograph to compare. Beyond
superficial differences of clothing and hairstyle, the high brow and aquiline
nose, scimitar cheekbones and angular jaw were all the same, facing off
across a quarter-century's gap. Across the room the old man's wrinkled
throat worked, and the tremor in his hands increased. "That is the...subject?"
Crowley inquired, a note of living pain in his voice as fragile as the
old clippings in his lap.
Giles looked up, acutely
aware that for the man before him, this was no matter of idle historical
curiosity. "Yes. This is Spike." He passed the picture over: a slightly
overexposed night shot of a small crowd of people standing around a bonfire
on a sandy beach, making faces into the camera. At the forefront was a
small, lithely-muscled man in a Union Jack t-shirt, out-at-the-knees blue
jeans and scuffed black Docs, his thumbs hooked loosely into the waistband
of his jeans. He had a slightly startled grin on his face; the flash had
bleached his short spiky hair to an even more shocking white than the peroxide
had, and stoked the pupils of his blue, blue eyes to a glowing demonic
red. An even smaller woman in white shorts and halter top stood beside
him, her arm around his waist, her summer tan dark against his ivory skin.
The photographer had caught her in the act of looking up, her eyes sparkling
and her mouth half open, her hair a raw-honey blur whipping across her
shoulders. "The woman with him is Buffy Summers."
Crowley stared at
the photograph for a long time, running his fingertips across the images.
"William the Bloody. No Angelus, but...sufficient unto the day." He looked
at Giles, voice under control once more--but a control no longer effortless.
"Was it destiny, you think, that brought him to the bed of a third Slayer,
having sent two before her to their graves? And if destiny drove this creature
to love a Slayer, why this one, do you suppose, and not..."
And not the one
you loved? "Buffy is a remarkable young woman," Giles said, as if gentling
something wild and wounded.
"They are all," Bernard
Crowley replied, "remarkable young women."
He stared at the photograph
for a while longer, and turned it over to read the inscription on the back,
in Buffy's careless scrawl. Jul 4 2002 Dear Giles: Fireworks pretty.
Had clambake after. S called everyone bloody Colonials till I clocked him.
Wish you were here. Love, B.
"And your Nikki more
so than most." Giles put all the sincerity he was capable of into the words.
"She was the longest-lived Slayer in this century, was she not?"
"She was twenty-five
when he killed her," Crowley said, expressionless. "How much of his past
does she know of?"
It took a second to
realize Crowley had changed 'shes' in mid-sentence. "More than I do," Giles
admitted. "Spike refused to tell me anything about his life before he was
turned, but a few things Buffy's said lead me to believe he's confided
in her. And she's seen all my notes." He swirled the melting ice cubes
around in the bottom of his glass. "She is not associating with him out
of ignorance, if that's what you're asking."
Crowley's mouth spasmed
around a sound which might have been a curse or a prayer. He handed back
the photograph of Spike, and wiped his fingers on his sleeve before picking
up Nikki's and returning it and the police sketch to their places in the
scrapbook. "He never made an attempt on my life, or on the lives of Nikki's
family. Not out of any concern for us, or any sense of honor. You must
understand, Mr. Giles, that we were unimportant to him. He had come to
slay the Slayer. We were...irrelevant. Food, as you say, or playthings.
Had we stood between him and her death, he would have killed any of us,
gladly and without a second thought."
There was such a freight
of scorn in those clipped, precise words. Giles could hardly reproach him
for it; it was a marvel, all things considered, that Bernard Crowley had
agreed to meet with him at all. "I understand, Mr. Crowley. Believe me,
I never forget what Spike is. And neither, I think, does Buffy." He felt
the inadequacy of the words even as he spoke them--what precisely was Spike
these days? "He has changed, or perhaps...reverted, but it would serve
none of us to pretend that he was human."
The old man stood,
and returned the scrapbook to its place on the shelf. "I find myself too
weary to talk of Nikki any longer today. Forgive an old man his weakness,
and accept my best wishes for completing your work."
The tone of dismissal
was plain, and Giles suppressed a sigh and rose to his feet, following
Crowley's shuffling steps out of the study and down the long hall to the
front door. There was little to be gained in pressing the matter. "Perhaps
I might call again, when you're feeling stronger?"
Mr. Crowley smiled,
bland and inscrutable, holding open the screen door. "I fear that I expect
to be very much occupied with other matters for the forseeable future."
Giles made his reluctant
farewells and walked down the winding path from the house to the street,
brushing aside the drooping dusty fronds of the pepper trees, back to the
rented Jaguar he'd left parked at the foot of the driveway. When he looked
back, the old man was standing on the front stoop watching him go, dwindled
to a bent scarecrow figure of twig-thin limbs and wispy cornsilk hair.
Bernard Crowley's was, Giles thought, the fate of all Watchers: to survive
one's Slayer and live on, surrounded by books.
Perhaps, if the fates
were kind, he would not die in a room like that after all.
It was an hour short
of closing time, and there were a dozen people in the Fish Tank when Evie
walked in. She discounted half of them right off. The two tired-looking
women in garish spandex and cheap wigs were in the same trade she was,
though they were offering different goods, and she'd never had much luck
picking up women anyway. She inhaled, teasing individual human scents from
the general miasma of sweat and despair, spilt beer and salt water that
permeated the bar. Time was when the anticipation was almost as good as
the kill, but these days her ribs were far too close to her skin for Evie
to play around with her dinner. The old guy slumped in the corner booth,
arthritic hands cupping a squat glass half-full of amber fluid--he might
be looking for a moment of oblivion, but he was eaten out from within by
something neither magic nor medicine would cure; she could smell the rotted-lilies
scent of his illness. No, she wasn't that desperate.
Evie ordered a Michelob--she
might as well get the cheap crap, since it tasted exactly the same as the
expensive crap to a vampire's palate--and sauntered to the end of the bar.
She leaned back, elbows propped against the bar rail, and sucked on her
longneck, eyeing the crowd around the pool tables. Two big grizzled men
with tattooed forearms and leather jackets gaping over beer bellies faced
off over the expanse of worn green felt against a trio of slim brown pachucos
with impeccably slicked-back hair. Possibilities there. Her eyes sized
each one up in turn, looking for the telltale signs: a hint of pallor beneath
dark skin or redneck tans, a crescent scar on the wrist or above the collarbone.
Nothing. Nothing obvious, anyway. Her stomach growled resentfully and she
took another swallow of beer to silence it. God, was she going to have
to seduce some virgin?
It didn't used to
be like this. Who knew she'd end up missing Whip's crappy run-down rat-trap
someday? Shit, she'd cheered the night the Slayer torched the place, and
skedaddled for L.A. and greener pastures when Whip and the others stormed
off to take the Slayer on. Got no pride, Evie? Whip had sneered.
Gonna let a human run us outta the sweetest setup we've ever had?
To which the only possible answer was Fuck, yes! She couldn't afford
pride--if she could, she wouldn't have been working for Whip in the first
place. And it wasn't like she could have fought the brass-haired, brass-balled
little bitch in her condition, anyway. Whip and all the others had been
dust in the wind for years, and she was still undead and back in Sunnydale.
Again.
She inhaled again.
Oh, yeah, there. Male, prime of life, healthy. Evie shifted position, checking
out the man at the other end of the bar. Wearing a battered leather jacket.
Tall, heavy-set, dark-haired, face a scrimshaw of hard, wind-carved lines.
Dude had eyes like a gravel quarry, some dark, indeterminate color between
brown and grey. Probably played a mean game of poker. Evie stared dead
center at his bowed shoulders and put some mojo into it--it was bullshit,
but she liked to pretend she had some of that thrall thing going for her.
The guy didn't twitch at all, but after a moment he turned. Just his head,
no excess motion. Stony eyes looked her over.
They always wanted
something more, the ones whose eyes looked like that. Something to make
them feel for a second. Dinner is served. "Hey," she said. "That
seat taken?"
The man held her gaze
for a second longer, then returned to the contemplation of his beer foam.
The hitch of his shoulders might have been a shrug or a come-on; Evie plumped
for the latter and swivel-hipped it down the length of the bar. The two
off-duty whores whispered behind scarlet-clawed hands as she passed them,
but Evie didn't bother sorting their crow-chatter from the background noise.
Focus on the meal, here.
She slid onto the
stool beside him with a practiced wriggle. She hadn't seen herself in a
mirror for seven years, and what she'd seen the last time she looked hadn't
been all that and a bag of chips, but anyone playing shark in the Fish
Tank wasn't fussy. About anything. Evie tossed her hair over one shoulder--long
and glossy and black, her one good feature--and took a long swig of her
hops-flavored soda water, then set the bottle down on the bar, running
the tip of her index finger around the rim. "They serve any food here?"
she asked. She was still stalking her prey. Not the way she used to do
it in the old days--and don't even think about the old days, the power
and the blood and the hunt, only three years gone and might as well be
a hundred. She was still a hunter. Hell, this was better than working for
Whip, even if she did go hungry more often than not.
Another grunt. "Don't
ask me. First time I've been here."
"New in town?" That
might be good or bad. "I grew up here. Lived in L.A. the last couple years.
I just got back." She injected a little hesitancy, a little concern, into
her voice. "You wanna be careful after dark, mister. You wouldn't think
it from the Leave It To Beaver vibe, but there's a lot of weird shit goes
down in Sunnydale."
The man actually barked
out a laugh. "Believe me, sister, I can take care of myself."
Evie smiled, assessing
the heft of his shoulders with a sidelong gaze. She could have lived off
this one for a month, in the old days, if she'd been careful...but she
hadn't needed to be, then. He was wearing some kind of necklace made out
of...wolf's teeth, maybe? Bitchin'. Though human would have been more of
a turn-on. This guy was more than he seemed, maybe, but that could be a
plus. She grinned, slow and saucy, letting her tongue-tip trace the curve
of her lower lip. "Bet you can. But I'm still hungry. You know anyplace
around here where I might get a...bite, at this time of night? I promise
I don't eat much."
She let the gold blossom
and fade in her eyes, just obvious enough to make it clear what she was
to someone in the know. His eyes reflected a smile almost as devoid of
humanity as her own. "Yeah," he said. "Come to think of it, I do."
The streetlight outside
the bar was broken, and the alley behind was impenetrably dark to human
eyes. Her meal ticket glanced out at the street for passers-by before fading
into the shadows of the rear entrance. He must have been back here before,
Evie decided, picking her way through the maze of rotting garbage. The
night air was close with the odors of stale urine, the dead-fish reek of
the nearby docks, and things even a vampire really didn't want to think
too much about. Rats scuttled away behind the piles of splintered wooden
pallets, their sharp vicious chittering echoing off the brick and concrete.
Evie shouldered up to the wall, folding her arms across her chest, unfolding
them in irritation as she realized the defensiveness of her posture. Her
prey kicked aside a packing crate. Would he want her to fake giving a shit?
No, not this one. "You want a quickie, it's fifty bucks. You want me to
make it last, it's a hundred," she said. Businesslike. "It's easier if
you roll up your sleeve."
His flint-shard eyes
swept her up and down, frank and impersonal as a man buying a racehorse.
"I want it in the neck," he said. He pulled a wallet from his hip pocket,
counted out five bedraggled twenties, and tossed them to the ground at
her feet. "You'd better be worth it."
"Traditionalist, huh?"
Evie shrugged her purse off and set it down in the cleanest spot she could
find. She knelt to pick up the bills--this was part of the show she gave,
letting them think they were in control, that their money meant something.
She stuffed the money into her purse and straightened, smoothing her palms
along her thighs and letting the gold rise in her eyes again. Her fangs
made pinprick indentations in her lower lip. "Fine by me. You want it to
scar?" She'd had fetishists ask for weirder things.
He opened his arms
with a scary-ass smile. "Surprise me."
Evie's fingers closed
on the heavy folds of leather and pulled him down, big broad shoulders
kitten-helpless in her grip. The scent of dust and creosote hung about
him, sweat-soaked leather and hot pulsing blood. Dizzy with hunger and
need, Evie's lips parted and she set fangs to skin, fighting the urge to
rend and tear--had to be oh so careful now, think good thoughts, how she
wasn't going to kill this guy, wasn't going to rip through skin and cartilage
and gorge herself on his fountaining blood. No. Slow. Careful. Because
he wanted it. And it was OK if he wanted it. Stubble beneath her lips,
salt beneath her tongue, God so good, careful, careful, careful...
It took a second to
realize that the dagger-sharp pain was in her chest, not her head. "It's
an oak dowel with a sharpened steel core," the flat voice whispered in
her ear. She could feel the vibration of his vocal cords against her frozen
lips. "It's slimmer than a wooden stake and far stronger, and I don't have
to be a Slayer to push it all the way through your ribcage with no problem
at all. What I want you to do is step back against the wall--no, you leave
your demon face be. That's what I need, girl. Mind me, and maybe you won't
be dust after I've finished."
A growl of outrage
forced its way up her throat. What the hell was he up to? Was he gonna
try to rape her? How goddam dare he? She was the hunter here. She would
fucking kill this sonofabitch, if it made her head explode to do so. Later,
when he didn't have twelve inches of wood stabbing her in the heart to
make up for the three-inch floppy he probably sported elsewhere. Evie took
two wary steps backward, until cold slimy brick pressed against her shoulder
blades, and he followed, step for step. Most humans had no conception of
how fast a vamp could move when they had to, but her captor (no, her dinner,
damn it) kept that high-tech stake right to her ribs, right above the place
her heart should have been hammering against. He'd torn her blouse and
broken skin. She could feel blood she couldn't spare starting to seep into
the fabric.
One-handed, he fished
a pair of weirdly-curved pliers out of a coat pocket and limbered them
up, click-click. She saw the silhouette of his upraised hand, black against
black, and then the motion-sensitive light over the Fish Tank's rear entrance
flooded the alley with its sickly glare and half-blinded her. "Open your
mouth, girlie. And keep your face on. You drop it, or scream, or bite me,
you're a pile of ash."
Evie blinked back
light-tears. Christ on a crutch, he was going to go all Marathon Man on
her. He was so goddam dead. She flung her head back, away from his looming
backlit figure, lips skinned back in a snarl. Her skull cracked against
the bricks, and she welcomed the pain as one more reason to hate. The man
chuckled. "That's the ticket. Open wide." He levered the pliers into her
mouth, forcing her jaw wide. The flat savorless taste of her own blood
flooded her tongue, and the chill metal bruised her gums and split her
lower lip as the pincers locked around her lower left canine.
Most humans had no
conception of how keen a vampire's ears were, either. Someone was coming.
She could hear the approaching footsteps, two pairs, man and a woman, and...no
heartbeats. Fuck. Only another couple of vamps, and she'd be lucky if another
vampire would so much as pause to snicker at her demise. On the other hand,
maybe they'd take down Dr. Scrivello here just for the fun of it.
"--got to learn some
time," the man's voice said. "Not every town's got a twenty-four-hour butcher
on premises, you know." Light, sardonic British-accented baritone--she
knew that voice. Double fuck. Spike. Not just any vampire, a completely
fucked-up insane vampire who'd allied himself with the Slayer. On the other
hand, Spike had some kind of hero complex these days. Maybe she could take
advantage of it.
"But it's bunnies!"
the woman countered, beseeching. "Cute little flop-eared bunnies. From
a Make-the-World-Safe-For-Anya standpoint, OK, I can see it, but can't
we start with something that's got less personality? And fluffiness? Scales
would be good. And beadiness of eye. Frogs, maybe--or wait, not frogs,
they make me nervous. Lizards. Or maybe not lizards, because, skittery?
Not a good trait in a breakfast food."
"Won't do, Red. 'S
got to be warm-blooded." Spike sounded as though he'd given this particular
lecture before. "What, d'you think pig's blood generates spontaneously
in plastic bags? Someone's got to nail the pig between the eyes with a
whacking great mallet, string it up on a meathook, slit its throat and
let it bleed out." A snort. "Thinking about it's the only way I can get
the stuff down, some days."
The guy that smelled
of the desert didn't hear; his face was a mask of impassive concentration.
He wasn't even getting off on this, and how sick was that? He wrenched
hard on the handles of his pliers and the thin bone around the tooth went
snap-crackle-pop. Evie gagged reflexively on blood, fingernails clawing
gory gouges on the brickwork behind her as her canine was jerked free of
its socket. Steel cracked against the incisor beside it. Her jaw was on
fire--no throbbing, because no heartbeat, just a steady agonizing nuclear
burn. "Help," she choked out. No human being would hear her more than a
few feet away, but what was coming down the sidewalk wasn't human. "Please.
I need help."
The stake point grated
against bone. "One more word, girlie, you'll be beyond help." Her captor
dropped the crimson-smeared fang into his coat pocket, hooked the pliers
around her upper left canine, and began working it free in a brutal back-and-forth
sawing motion. Her lips were numb. A viscous glistening delta of bloody
saliva drooled over the corners of her mouth and down the front of her
shirt--adding insult to injury, her stomach was still knotting with hunger.
She was going to scream. Then the chill sharp weight against her chest
would sink in and she'd dissolve into nothingness and that would be a relief.
That was it. Scream, and it would all be over.
"AAAAHHH!"
Evie got a glimpse
of a pale elfin face, distorted by ridges and fangs, and auburn hair flying--mother-of-pearl
framed in dried blood. Pliers and steel-cored stake clattered to the filthy
concrete, and the man who'd held them flew backwards against the stack
of pallets, eyes white-ringed with startlement and pain. Wood splintered
and collapsed beneath his weight. Her nemesis rolled to his knees, gasping
and clutching his right hand to his belly. Small fingers encircled the
man's left wrist with an audible crunch of bone grinding against bone and
hauled him upright.
The little redhead
glared at the man in the wolf's-tooth necklace, her thin chest expanding
and contracting in jerky heaves. "Mr. Cain, I presume? You know, I'm really,
truly getting to not like you at all."
Vampire, obviously,
but there was something off about her, something weird in her scent and
the tone of her voice, an alien light in the fulvous gold of her eyes.
Evie turned and hotfooted it for the street. A shadow peeled off the wall
as she reached the mouth of the alley, and strong hands caught her by the
elbows, whirling her for an instant into the halogen glare of the light
and back again into the darkness. Platinum blond hair and black leather
jacket, knife-slash cheekbones, incongruous midsummer-blue eyes caught
in nets of laugh-lines--Spike, grinning, Harlequin in moonlight and ebony.
"What's the hurry, pet? Party's just starting."
"Let me go, chupacabra!"
Evie howled, bucking against his grip. Spike chuckled and cuffed her across
the mouth, and forked lighting jagged from the raw socket of her missing
tooth all the way down her spinal cord. He flipped her off her feet and
toted her back into the alley; Evie struggled, but the arm pinning hers
to her sides might as well have been muscled with steel hawsers. Spike
wasn't the oldest vampire she'd ever met, but he was up there, well into
his second century, a hell of a lot stronger than she was and totally loco
to boot, what with living off goddam animals and fucking the Slayer
and helping close the Hellmouth and saving the world and all. Loco. Catch
her running to humans and drinking the blood of dead pigs after...it
happened? No fucking way.
Cain was down on his
knees in the muck, staring up at the redhead with smoldering resentment,
the first real expression Evie had seen on his face. He jerked his head
in Spike's direction, his lips twisted in a rictus of disdain. "Spike."
"Cain." Spike stopped
a few paces away, head cocked, regarding the confrontation with amused
interest. "And now the traditional exchange of manly monosyllables is complete,
I can't help but notice you're still in town. What part of sod off and
die don't you understand?" He looked to the redhead, scarred eyebrow at
half-mast. "I take it you're acquainted with this bloke, Will?"
Will transferred her
grip from wrist to the necklace, yanking Cain's head down hard. The cord
snapped with a high-tension ping and a dozen yellowing fangs rained
to the ground, the fragile old bone shattering on impact. "He tried to
kill Oz once." Her voice was Waterford crystal, clear and sharp, and Evie,
listening, decided that maybe Cain had more to worry about from this Will
than he did from Spike.
"Ah. You want to off
him, then?" Spike sounded excessively cheerful at the prospect. "Dog-boy
was a bit of a wanker, but--"
"Oh, for God's sake,
Spike, it's just a damned vampire," Cain rasped. "Vermin even to other
vermin. What's it to you if I take the saleable parts before your girlfriend
dusts it? And speaking of your girlfriend, does she know you've got minions
beating up humans for you?"
Spike extracted a
slightly battered cigarette from an inside jacket pocket and tucked it
in the corner of his mouth, flicking a glance in Willow's direction. The
flare of his lighter picked out a starfield of sweat droplets on Cain's
brow. "Interesting question, that," he drawled, drawing the cigarette to
brilliant life. "Pity you won't get a chance to ask her. 'Sides, our Willow's
not exactly a minion. More of a protege, like."
"You don't even remember
me. Or Oz." Willow's voice quivered, but it wasn't a quiver that implied
weakness. "I remember every single person I've tried to kill, Mr. Cain.
And I don't feel like remembering you. You--you should leave. Now." She
dropped Cain's wrist as if it were something fouler than alley-scrapings,
and Evie realized in a burst of revolted clarity what was wrong with her.
"She's got a soul!"
"That being why Frank
Buck here's still got his delicates intact." Spike plunked Evie down at
his side and allowed her to get her feet underneath her. He turned the
wolf-grin on Cain. "However, yours truly's not burdened, and Christ only
knows when my killer instinct's going to overwhelm the extreme boredom
inspired by the sight of your face. I don't care what you're after or why,
Cain. Hellmouth's closed, and Sunnydale's my territory. You want bits and
bobs, hunt 'em elsewhere."
Cain's breath hissing
in and out through his clenched teeth was the only sound in the alley for
a long moment. He hooked an elbow over the top of the nearby stack of pallets
and pulled himself upright in ungainly no-hands-Ma lurches "You ride me
out on a rail, Spike, and you're in deeper shit than you can imagine. I
told you, I'm not freelance any longer. I've got backing from the big boys.
Your pissant little operation's just in the way." "Yeh, you've got backing.
I've got nice sharp teeth. Your boss isn't around to wipe your arse right
now, but I'm right here to wipe the floor with it." A chainsaw rumble rolled
up from the bottom of his chest and Spike's eyes shaded from blue to predatory
yellow beneath gnarled ridges of bone. Willow hastily followed suit, baring
her fangs in a somewhat unconvincing snarl. "Thinking you'd better be off,
Gib old mate."
And he was, staggering
out of the alley with his torn coat-sleeve hanging askew. Willow watched
him go with a cold light in her eyes, and then shrank in on herself like
Styrofoam in a pressure cooker. "Oh, God. Oh, God. Oh, God..."
"Snap out of it, Red.
Time for that later." Spike gave Evie a little shake. He'd already shed
his game face. "You. What's your story? You couldn't break loose from a
berk who was practicing home dentistry with one hand and trying to keep
you pinned with the other?"
Evie glared after
the departing Cain with fervor exceeding Willow's, shaking with hunger
and fury. He was her prey, damn it, she'd hunted him down and caught him--so
she was using words instead of fangs, so what? She spat in Spike's face,
or tried to; it didn't get very far. "I don't talk to goat-sucking, human-loving
traitors. Stake me or turn me loose, chupacabra."
"Delighted. Will?"
Willow snuffled and
scrubbed the heel of her hand across her eyes, wiping away the fangs and
ridges. With a deep shuddery breath she reached over for a length of broken
pallet. "Splintery or extra-splintery?"
Evie gulped. "He...got
me by surprise."
"I'll bet. You look
familiar. Dalton's get, aren't you?" Spike exhaled a thoughtful plume of
blue smoke, examining her at greater length. "Worked for me for awhile,
few years back?"
Evie shrugged, sullen.
"Yeah. Before the Slayer kicked your ass, Angelus stole your girl, and
you hightailed out of town with your tail between your legs."
Spike cuffed her again,
hard enough to stagger her back a pace. Evie clapped a hand to her jaw
and spat incomprehensible profanities as Spike licked her blood from his
knuckles. "Fair cop," he said with surprising mildness. "But that was long
ago and in another country, and besides, the wench is dead. Not that I
hold that against her." His hand dropped and he dug a thumb into her ribs.
"You're turning tricks, you're skin and bone, and you let that arsewipe
pin you." The corner of his mouth took on a self-satisfied curl, and he
laid a finger to his temple. "Got it. Initiative, Class of Double-Ought?"
"Fuck off."
"She's got a behavior-modification
chip? Like you used to?" Sonething took a whetstone to Willow's dull gaze,
and the eyes that rose to meet Evie's were keen with interest. "I always
wondered what happened to Hostiles One through Sixteen. I thought you were
the only one who got out when the Initiative lab got all destroyed. You
mean, she's harmless?"
"I'm not harmless!"
Evie snarled. "Better a chip in my head than a fucking disgusting soul
crawling around in my gut." Willow flinched, guilt displacing her momentary
animation, and Evie turned the snarl on Spike. "Maybe I can't bite, but
at least I'm living off human blood instead of human charity."
Spike snorted. "And
living so very well, too, by the looks of you." Evie tried to smack his
hand off her shoulder, with a signal lack of success. Not just because
he was stronger than she was, either; she was getting dizzy from hunger
and pain and blood loss. Right now she probably couldn't have fought Willow
off. Willow was looking at her, all big sad puppy-eyed compassion. Fucking
sick-making, her and her soul, standing there all clean and shiny and well-fed.
"Nah, you're not harmless," Spike went on, a needling tone creeping into
his voice. "Bet you've sussed out a way to kill even with the chip in your
head, haven't you? Laid traps. Set houses afire. Beat the crap out of a
demon or two, made them kill for you--" At the look on her face, he broke
into incredulous laughter. "Bloody hell, you silly bint, you never even
tried hitting a demon?"
"The chip only works
on biochemistry native to this dimension," Willow put in helpfully. "It's
got really interesting heuristics. I'd love to study one in detail." She
eyed the back of Evie's skull with rather alarming avarice.
"Like you did all
that stuff instead of hiding behind the Slayer's skirts, you big undead
pussy?" Evie flung back at him. "Fuck you and the horse you slurp through
a bendy straw, I'm out of here."
She yanked herself
away and Spike let her go, his wicked blue eyes a-glitter with amusement.
Evie made it three steps before one high heel went out from under her,
and she collapsed beside her purse. Hundred bucks. She had Cain's hundred
bucks in there, and that would buy...three, four bags of Willy's best at
the Alibi Room. Enough to keep her mobile for another week if she'd been
uninjured, barely enough to fuel her healing body for a day in her current
condition. Evie looked down at the blood and spit smearing the front of
her blouse. Assuming someone didn't just roll her as the easy prey she
was, and steal the whole thing. She drew a ragged, determined breath, stowed
the purse under one arm and forced herself to her feet again. If someone
dusted her, she was taking the money with her.
"You're not going
to make it a quarter-mile," Spike said behind her. "But happens we've got
business in that direction."
Evie stopped, her
head hanging. Screw it. Pride hadn't hit the sale table yet. "Yeah? I should
care why?"
Spike sauntered over
and sucked in his cheeks. "Got a word to have with Rack. Take us to his
place, and I might feel generous later."
Evie blinked. The
block or so surrounding Rack's place was prime hunting territory, a smorgasbord
of half-dazed magic junkies too zoned on stolen power to run. She generally
avoided it--too much of a fight to get a good spot. It wasn't far off;
in fact, she'd passed it by on the way down to the docks, slinking past
with lowered head, careful not to project any kind of challenge towards
the three older vamps who'd staked out the entrance. But with these two
with her...maybe she'd get a decent meal tonight after all. "Sure. Come
on."
Spike and Willow followed
her down the street, Spike vamp-silent, Willow walking almost as noisily
as a human. Spike hadn't taught her shit about hunting, assuming he was
her sire and responsible for such things. Or maybe she just didn't want
to learn. Willow still looked haunted and unhappy--a soul thing, Evie guessed;
Spike didn't say anything, but now and again he'd look down at her with
a bewildered concern that was, in its way, even more deeply wrong
than the soul business. Evie felt a sudden weird nostalgia for her own
sire. She hadn't thought of Dalton for years, but he'd been all right.
He'd looked damn funny when the Judge torched him, too.
Once they left the
Fish Tank and its surrounding straggle of parked cars behind, the street
was mostly deserted at this late hour. Evie tried to think through the
hot-coal aching of her jaw. She wasn't going to heal fast, or at all, till
she got a little blood in her, and she wasn't going to get any clientele
till she healed. Her face felt lopsided and swollen. "Is it gonna grow
back?" she asked.
"Eh?"
"The tooth," she said
impatiently. "You're old and you've lost enough fights--do they grow back?"
Spike grinned--teeth
sharp, white, and all in perfect working order. "Give it a week or two.
Won't give you odds on a finger, though. Never tried that one."
That was some comfort,
if he was telling the truth. Evie frowned, taking the next turn to Rack's
place automatically. If she bought animal blood, her money would last longer,
but fuck, she'd managed to avoid that ultimate humiliation for so long,
and it chapped her ass to fail now. She'd been down, but she'd never been
reduced to drinking warmed-over pig like the fucking sellouts behind her.
Not that it seemed to have hurt them any. Neither Spike nor Willow were
exactly the heavyset type, but she could tell from their previous close
encounter that his ribs were sheathed in a healthy layer of muscle,
and she was acutely aware of her own gauntness in comparison.
"You're the only one
I've run into," Spike said abruptly. "From that place. Heard tell a few
more made it out, but I never met any of 'em."
Evie shrugged. "There
was another guy got out with me, during the big fight. He couldn't take
it, not being able to feed. Walked into the sun after a month." She threw
a defiant sneer over her shoulder. "I saw you there when the place went
smash. Killing off your own kind."
Spike didn't look
particularly chastened. "Takes some amount of brains, surviving as long
as you have with no bite." The smirk that never entirely left his face
when dealing with her intensified. "If you call what you do surviving."
"I do OK," Evie snapped.
Almost there. Rack's entrance would be right off the next alley; she could
feel it in her bones. They passed an old man huddled on the stoop of the
Navy recruitment office, and her stomach rumbled in protest. Her feet slowed
down of their own volition, and Evie looked at the crumpled heap of humanity
longingly. He was drunk and stinking, and she'd regret it in the evening,
but she couldn't bear the black hole in her gut any longer. "Wait up. Lemme
get a bite from this guy." If she did it carefully enough, he might not
even wake up, and the chip might not fire at all.
Spike halted, interposing
his deceptively lean frame between her and the bum. "Bloke's veins are
running eighty proof, you nit. Two swallows and you'll keel over." He shucked
off the motorcycle jacket and handed it to Willow, extending one bare arm,
wrist up. "Well, come on, can't stand here all night."
Evie blinked down
at the pale, blue-veined wrist before her. The streetlights gleamed off
the curve of Spike's shoulder, where the dark fabric of his t-shirt strained
over the muscles of his upper arm, and gilded the dusting of light brown
hair on his forearm. "This doesn't make me your fucking minion or anything,"
she said.
"Good, because minions
are suck-arse wastes of hemoglobin," Spike rejoined. "You do a job for
me, I pay you, we go our separate ways."
Still Evie hesitated.
She chin-pointed at Willow. "You made her. I can tell."
"No!" Willow looked
quite shocked. "I made me. I mean, I made him make me. Kind of. I was in
a place. But he's been a really great sire, a little on the cranky side
maybe, but we deal, you know? And--"
"You gonna drink or
not?" Spike demanded.
It occurred to Evie
that if the two of them had come straight down Alembert to the Fish Tank,
there was no way in hell they could have missed Rack's. But somehow, as
she sank her remaining fangs into the vein and sucked down mouthful after
avid mouthful, it didn't matter all that much.
Willow tilted her head
back as she walked beneath the big wrought-iron arch of the main gates
to Restfield Cemetery, watching the topmost branches of the elms claw at
the moon overhead. It was a few days past full, a tarnished silver coin
sailing across the clear, cold January night, and it bathed the cemetery
in ghostly radiance. "You don't get it," she said. "I really, really wanted
to kill him."
Spike, striding along
at her side and keeping a scowling eye on the back of Evie's head, snorted.
"'Course you did. I keep telling you, Red--vampire with a soul's still
a vampire."
"But it wasn't like
that." Willow kicked at a drift of dead leaves by the side of the gravel
path, disconsolate. Becoming a vampire should have made it all easier.
"I didn't want to eat him. I was mad because he hurt Oz. This was me. Willow-me."
"Who were you expecting
it to be, Wendell Wilkie?"
"I don't know. I thought..."
She'd thought that she could label all her bad naughty urges demon
and wall them off in a corner, all very Cask of Amontillado. That there'd
be Good Willow with a soul, and Evil Willow without. And instead it was
just all one big tangled mess of Willow. She jammed her hands into
her coat pockets--she didn't need the coat for warmth these days, but you
had to have somewhere to put your hands, right? "Do you remember what it
was like? Having a soul?"
"Do I remember being
a pathetic sodden mess?" Spike scoffed. "'Oooh, I'm sorry,' and 'Oh, how
could I?' twenty-four-seven? Of course I--" He trailed off and crushed
out his cigarette on the nearest tombstone, distance clouding his eyes,
like a man trying to recall the words to a once-loved and long-forgotten
song. "S' a little like remembering a dream. I felt things...try to get
'em back, sometimes. They don't make any sense to me now." He rolled his
shoulders, shrugging introspection away. "You remember what it was like
the five minutes you didn't have one?"
"Yeah." And it all
made perfect sense. Willow shivered. "The scary thing? I wasn't someone
else."
Spike chuckled, low
and conspiratorial. "Terrifying, innit?" His scowl returned. "You think
it would help to talk to the L.A. branch of the family..."
"Hey." Willow patted
his arm. "Why? You've got me this far, right?"
Spike gave her a look,
half startled pride and half reflexive sarcasm. "Guess I did."
"Hey! Spike! You said
I could hit demons, right?" Evie hopped off a tombstone up ahead. She was
all hyped up on the blood Spike had given her--vampire blood wasn't anything
you could live off, but drinking from a vampire Spike's age was a little
like mainlining Red Bull.
"You can try," Spike
started, and then his eyes widened. Evie's foot was poised above a scaly,
tight-coiled blue-black thing about the size of a bowling ball. "Oi, you
daft bint, leave that be!"
Evie gave the whatever-it-was
an energetic punt. It sailed over the tombstone in a graceful arc and landed
with a squeal and a meaty thump fifty yards away. She threw back her head
with a whoop of glee and tore after it. Spike muttered an imprecation that
would have melted lead and sprinted off after his giddy not-a-minion. Willow
shook her head and suppressed a tiny and wholly unreasonable flare of jealousy
as she pulled out her cell phone. Reception was always lousy inside Restfield,
but she'd promised. She punched in Tara's number and strolled towards the
crypt as the line rang, and rang, and rang. Just before the voicemail recording
kicked in, Tara picked up. "Whas marrer?"
Tara's bedroom voice,
drowsy and molasses-sweet. Tara sprawled out all golden and silky-soft
on the bed, tangled up in blankets and smelling like sun-warmed rosemary
and girl-musk--the very thought made her feel all toasty and purrsome inside.
"Tara? It's just me, honey--you wanted me to call before I started home?"
"Mrrmf." There was
a muffled scraping noise, then, "Willow? It's three in the morning. I went
to bed hours ago. I have morning classes tomorrow, remember?"
"Oh." Willow's face
fell. She'd known that. "I'm sorry. We--I lost track of time. You know,
Spike's been having trouble with this guy cutting in on the business, and
he heard through the grapevine that someone was downtown tonight harvesting
vampire teeth, and he asked if I wanted to come along when he took care
of it, and you'll never guess who it turned out to be! Gib Cain!"
"Who?" Tara sounded
as if she was starting to drift off.
"That werewolf hunter?
That Buffy--never mind. I can tell you about it tomorrow."
"Well...it's good
you found the guy. Did...did Spike really need you along tonight?"
Willow opened her
mouth, shut it, and tried to keep the hurt out of her voice when she finally
answered. "He wanted me along. He asked. He's my sire."
A sigh. "I know. And
I'm...it's just that I worry. I mean...this isn't slaying. It's..." The
voice on the phone sounded small and sad and confused now. "I know I've
b-been...I haven't always been easy to be around, and sometimes...Never
mind. I miss you. Come home soon."
Why? The Willow
you miss died a year ago.
No. That wasn't fair,
was it? Tara was trying, trying really hard. Willow's hand dropped to her
side, cell dangling loosely from her fingers. A far-off voice piped "Willow?
Willow?"
Spike had told her,
back at the beginning, that being her sire didn't mean anything, but of
course it did. She just couldn't define that meaning in human terms, and
every time she tried she just ended up mumbling, "He's my sire,"
as if that could explain everything, and of course it could--to another
vampire. Who would understand perfectly why she'd immediately accepted
the casual offer to come along tonight, or why she resented the attention
Spike gave the minions--despite Spike's crochets on the subject, she didn't
know what else to call them--even though it was business and nothing to
do with her.
It wasn't like she
was out every night gadding about with Sunnydale's vampire set, she thought
with a resentful scuff at the gravel. As Spike's get they accorded her
grudging respect, but she wasn't one of them, nor did she want to be, really.
She had a soul. Teensy social barrier, there, when she couldn't get into
hanging around the water cooler and swapping tales of slaughter. Spike,
who pursued humanity with such ferocious determination, made it easy to
forget just how great the gap was, but sometimes she found herself staring
even at him across an unbridgeable gulf.
Willow stuffed the
plaintively cheeping cell phone back into her pocket and started to walk,
fast, barely noticing where her feet were taking her. A year ago, Willow
Rosenberg had plans. Big plans. OK, she'd burnt out her magic to the point
it might never come back, she'd come within an inch of destroying the world,
she was teetering on the edge of losing the woman she loved, she was kind
of a vampire, and worst of all, she'd gotten two Cs on her mid-terms. The
goblins might just as well come and carry her away. But she'd rallied.
She was going to turn things around. She might be a vampire, but she had
a soul and she was going to use her vast powers for good and noble purposes.
Like Angel. Helping the helpless, befriending the friendless, and defeating
the defeatless. Just maybe not so much with the hitting, because contrary
to popular belief and to Willow's secret disappointment, becoming a vampire
did not instantly endow you with a black-belt level command of every martial
art known to man. The third or fourth time Buffy sent her flying across
the training room and into the wall, Willow decided that increased pain
threshold or no, this was not on the Fun List.
No, she should follow
her strengths. Study. Research. The acquisition of forbidden knowledge.
She had an unparalleled in now. She could mingle with demons, find out
stuff no human investigator could ever discover. She could be the Dian
Fossey of the demon world. Visions of papers co-authored with Harriet Doyle
danced in her head, for about the ten seconds it took to discover that
demons could smell the soul on her like stink on Anya's favorite Brie,
and were even less than inclined to talk to such a freak of nature than
to a human.
So a year later, here
she was, risking life, limb, and spontaneous combustion for her degree
in the afternoons, pitching in with occasional slayage in the evenings,
and tagging along after Spike trying to build up her demonic street cred
at night. Neither world fit her any longer, and unlike Spike, who didn't
give a damn what world he lived in so long as Buffy existed in the center
of it, she had yet to find her balance. The Rosenberg outline for So
You Want To Be A Vampire had been refined down to a single word: Don't.
Spike's pale head
re-materialized among the carious teeth of the tombstones. He had one hand
clamped firmly on Evie's shoulder and was marching her ahead of him at
arm's length. A horrible reek preceded them, the unholy mating of rotten
hamburger and week-old socks. Willow gagged and exhaled quickly, trying
to get the nauseating smell out of her lungs. "...and that," Spike
said through tight-clenched jaw, "is why we don't kick the Vernex demons
despite their ever-so-tempting resemblance to a football, you buggering
little cow." He threw an exasperated glare in Willow's direction, Please,
God, tell me I was never this thick at her age implicit in every bristling
line of his body.
Evie's manic grin
got wider at the sight of Willow. She pumped her fist in the air. "Fuckin'
A, I can kick demons!"
The iron-grated windows
of Spike's old crypt spilled welcoming golden light across the close-cropped
lawn as they came crunching single-file up the path. Spike flung the door
open with a crash and swept inside. "Heads up, children, we've got company."
The homey clutter
of furniture the crypt had once sported was long gone, cleared out to make
room for counters and shelves and bins and an enormous old roll-top desk.
Willow had honestly never thought Spike would be able to make a go of his
demon-hunting business--he might be great at the killing part, but dealing
with clients and taxes and paperwork wasn't exactly his idiom. Spike had
solved that little problem by delegating the clients, taxes, and paperwork
to someone else at the earliest opportunity. If he wasn't good at fiddly
details, he was stunningly good at motivating people who were, as long
as the motivation in question involved the occasional boot to the head.
It shouldn't have been a surprise; after all, he'd made his Sunnydale debut
by taking over the Master's old gang lock, stock, and sepulchre, and running
it pretty darn efficiently until Buffy'd dropped the organ on him. The
'employees' currently in residence rose hurriedly to their feet as Spike
ushered Evie inside--balding, phlegmatic David, who craved numbers as much
as he craved blood and had taken payroll and accounting over from Anya
when it got to be more than a part-time job; small, fierce Nadia and her
slim fey brother Denny, who looked after inventory and packaging, and never
explained why they'd killed their own sire.
"Gah, Spike, don't
tell me you kicked that damn Vernex demon again!" Nadia complained,
pinching her nose.
"Shut your gob or
I'll kick it down your throat next time," Spike replied amiably. "New bird's
Evie. She'll be joining our merry band of outlaws. David, take her downstairs,
fetch out the Lincoln green, and give her a feed--yeh, it's pig, and you'll
drink it and like it."
Evie followed David
over to the ladder leading downstairs without protest--too wiped out to
argue, probably. She'd fit in, Willow was pretty sure. It was uncanny,
the way Spike could pick them. The weirdos, the misfits, the geeks; he
homed in unerringly and went for the jugular. Spike couldn't have known
Evie was chipped. But he'd seen something, some weakness, or some strength.
Maybe it was just that a century and a quarter's worth of experience in
cutting out the vulnerable loners from the human herd could apply just
as well to the vampire herd.
Or maybe it took one
to know one.
"I'm gonna take off,"
Willow called across the room. "I kinda promised Tara I'd be home, um,
three hours ago."
Spike glanced up from
the pile of receipts David was showing him. "I'll be along in a tick, pet.
Car's by the front gate; I'll give you a lift if you want."
"Sire's pet," Nadia
whispered with a sly grin.
Willow grinned back
and walked out into the night, shutting the crypt door behind her with
a smugness as unreasonable in human terms as the earlier jealousy had been.
She headed back towards the street, swinging along the path with something
approaching good cheer. She'd make it up to Tara. When she got home, she'd
catch a nap, and then take a really hot shower just before her beloved
woke up, and duck into bed before the borrowed heat could dissipate. And
she'd remember to breathe the whole time, and there would be snuggling.
Severe, unrestrained snuggling.
A staticky crackle
issued from her pocket. Drat, had she forgotten to turn the phone off?
Way to waste weekend minutes. She pulled her cell phone out, about to turn
it off, when something made her pause.
She wasn't all that
great at the hunting thing, and she knew it. The raw ability was there--she
could see in the dark, she could hear faint, mysterious crunching noises
at fifty paces, she could pick Tara's clothes out of a pile of laundry
blindfolded by the scent...but telling one mysterious crunching noise from
another was another matter. It wasn't that Spike hadn't tried to teach
her, but...she'd slacked. With verve and determination. Left to his own
devices her sire would certainly have lost patience and resorted to the
Angelus Method ("You don't learn, you don't eat") on her, but there was
Tara. And Buffy. And she was a noble vampire, living in a town with a twenty-four-hour
butcher, and no intention of snacking on infants, so: slackage emerged
triumphant. And probably? Better all around that way, because deep down,
the thought of her fangs tearing into living flesh stirred an excited little
flutter in her stomach, and she couldn't help wondering just a tiny, ultra-miniturized
bit how much richer and better and warmer that lovely blood-taste would
be coming straight from the vein. Which was bad. Very bad.
Except now that she
really needed the skills for a virtuous enterprise, she didn't have them.
What Spike had said about relaxing into the night, becoming part of it?
Willow stood still and allowed the nocturnal symphony to wash over her,
wind and distant cars and the defiant late-night song of a mockingbird.
She could still hear voices from the crypt, and Denny'd tuned a radio to
one of his everlasting salsa stations, but this had come from the other
direction. The faint crackle of vegetation crushing beneath stealthy feet,
or just a stray ground squirrel? She sniffed the breeze, but whatever it
was was staying safely downwind of her.
Maybe it was Cain,
come back to cause trouble. Definite possibility there. Spike was way too
cavalier about Cain. Maybe he did have friends in low places. Spike's business
was small, true, but since the Hellmouth had closed, Sunnydale wasn't attracting
the huge number of exotic demons it had in the past, and competition was
getting tougher.
She was confident
that she could handle Cain. Maybe she even wanted to handle Cain. Willow
pulled her jacket tightly around herself and started off in the direction
of the mysterious noise, moving as silently as she knew how. A stand of
junipers loomed before her, dark upright sentinels clustered around a weatherbeaten
mausoleum. Was something moving beneath the shadows of the trees? Willow
faded back into the shadow of the marble walls and flattened her shoulders
to the cool stone, holding her nonexistent breath. Not that she wanted
to impress Tara, but...OK, she wanted to impress Tara. Spike hadn't just
asked her along to be nice, because Spike, nice? Sheeyah. Maybe she wasn't
UberWitch any longer, but she could still use her semi-awesome, why-didn't-I-listen-when-Spike-tried-to-teach-me-this-sneaky-predator-stuff
powers for good, darn it. She could--
A dark figure cannonballed
out of the underbrush, striking Willow in the midsection and rolling her
over backwards on the damp grass. After a second's panic, Willow dredged
up her lessons and made a clumsy left-handed grab for her attacker's arm--clumsy,
but faster than any human could block.
Her attacker blocked
it. Her cell phone tumbled across the grass, buzzing. Willow dug her heels
into the turf for leverage and flopped like a gaffed salmon, but a pair
of slim, muscular thighs pinned her arms to her sides and a stake-point
sharp and deadly as desire pressed down against her heart. Long dark hair
lashed her face and flipped back over her attacker's shoulders, revealing
a delicate, olive-skinned face with almond eyes and a wide, generous mouth.
"Hello, cutie," the
girl said with a triumphant grin, bracing to ram the stake home. "I'm Kennedy,
and you're dust."
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