Dear Professor Xavier
by Gevaisa
Excerpt of a
letter from Jean Grey-Summers to Scott Summers: "To
even begin to tell you about my life," Sir Erich shifted in his seat,
"I must tell you about the city of Frankfurt, in Germany, where I was
born, and more specifically, about the Judengasse. It means 'Jews'
Alley'. It was a single narrow street, lined with houses, and it was
the only area of Frankfurt where Jews were permitted to resideâ€"and even
then, only on sufferance. It had been established some five centuries
before. It was only ever intended to house perhaps a thousand people,
but when I was born, over three times that many lived there, crammed in
cheek-to-jowl. "We were locked in at night, and during the day on
every Sunday and every Christian Holy Dayâ€"as if we were animals in a
single overcrowded cage. You can imagine how devastating disease and
fire were, under such conditions. "We were not peopleâ€"we
were Jews. We could only practice a handful of professions. We were
made to wear yellow rings on our clothing to identify ourselves. Only a
certain number of marriages among Jews were permitted per year, lest we
become too numerous. "It was not until 1864â€"not even a quarter of
a century ago, that Jews were granted the rights of full citizenship in
Frankfurt, despite the many generations who lived and worked and
contributed to the society over the centuries. "In such a closely
knit community, everyone knows each otherâ€"everyone is related to each
other. Kitty and I are related, as a matter of factâ€"cousins of some
degree or other. Second or third, once removed, or perhaps twice. Her
paternal grandfather's mother was my father's sister, if I recall
correctly. "It was in the Judengasse that I was born, and lived
until I was twenty-three. I was the eldest of four; I had a brother and
two sisters. We lost our father when I was twelve. I was there when
they brought him home. He had an errand to run outside of the Alley, in
the rougher part of town. It was an incident like one of those you have
experienced here, Kittyâ€"." "Incidents, Kitty?" asked the Professor. "Um. Yes. I'll tell you later." she winced. "So
you don't tell him everything...It was an incident that might have been
no more than a casual occurrence. A group of young ruffians and
lay-a-bouts began to harass him. One of them picked up a stone, and
threw it at him. By chance, it struck him on the templeâ€"the thinnest
and most fragile part of the skullâ€"and it killed him. His killer was no
more than four or five years older than I was. "Times were hard
for us, that first year after he diedâ€"of course it was terrible on a
personal level, but as a family we suffered deprivation and poverty. My
father's mother lived with the four of us, and our mother took in
washing. "Things got better once I began to come into my
powersâ€"although I didn't know them for what they were, at the time. Do
you know what I did to help support my family? I became a muckraker.
Not in the journalistic sense, but literally. I raked through muck,
through drains and sewage, to find anything of value that might have
been lost or thrown away. I was very good at it because I could sense
where something metallic was concealed. After a while, I learned to
distinguish between the different types of metalâ€"if the something I
sought was a rusty nail or a silver spoon. Eventually, I learned how to
call it to my hand. I was very successful at my trade. "Successful
enough that I could afford to get married. Her name was Magda. She was
seventeen and I was nineteen when we marriedâ€"that was normal, in our
community. I had known her all my life. Sheâ€"you might not have called
her lovely, but I found her so. Perhaps it's only the rosy memories of
a man who is getting old, but it seemed as if we had what all the world
searches forâ€"true love and happiness within our marriage. We still
lived with my family. We couldn't afford not to! Three thousand souls
crammed in together... It worked, though. She got along with my mother,
she was a sister to my sisters. About a year after our marriage, we had
a child. My daughter, Anya. She wasâ€"a joy. "We were doing so well
financially, that three years later, I had begun to further my
education. It only made sense for me to study metallurgy and the
sciences. The university admitted me despite my race, and two days a
week, I dressed in my best clothes, after I washed and scrubbed any
trace of muck from myself, so that even the most acute nose wouldn't
have smelled it, and went off to classes. "One day, I stayed so
late, talking with one of my professors, that it began to grow dark. I
couldn't possibly have made it back before the Judengasse gates were
locked for the night, so my teacher generously offered to let me stay
with him. I woke in the middle of the night to the cries of 'Fire!',
andâ€"there was a sullen orange glow over the Alley. "I ran across
Frankfurt. I was desperate. I reached the gate nearest to my homeâ€"and
ripped it apart with my powers. I could have sworn I heard my daughter
screaming. "It is worth mentioning that only that morning, Magda had told me we
were going to bring our second child into the world. "Flying
metal from that gate killed three people. When they came to take hold
of me for those deathsâ€"while I stood there, among the ashes of all the
people in the world that I loved, mother, sisters, brother, wife and
childâ€"I lost control of my powers. "I don't know how many of them
I killed. I don't know if they were Jews or Gentiles. I wasn't entirely
sane for a long time after that. "Over the next twenty years, I
kept busy. I made a great deal of money, and then doubled it,
quadrupled it. I learned from Darwin what I wasâ€"what we are. I met
Charles, hereâ€"and eventually forged a new purpose in life: to ensure
the future of the Evolvedâ€"to see to it that we do not become as
subjugated as my other race... "For depend upon it, the Evolved
will be even less tolerated than the Jews. They will want to do more
than control usâ€"they will want to obliterate us. I will not let that
happen in my lifetime. "Charles and I agree that must not be
allowed to happen. We disagree on how we ought to prevent it. Charles
is a peace-maker, a negotiatorâ€"." "Guilty as charged." commented Professor Xavier. "He
would have us show the Sapient how useful we can be, how they will
benefit from having us among them. I believe peace cannot come about
between our kind and theirs until we are the ones in power. People can
accept it when their superiors rule themâ€"they will never agree to hire
them out like day-laborers, to perform miracles on demand." "I'm not about to get into this againâ€"not now, at any rate."
remarked the Professor, mildly. "But
one area where we are completely in agreement is the need to protect,
educate, and train the young Exalted who come in greater numbers every
year. To that end, I adopted Kitty." "I'm sorry, but I'm not following you." Kitty said. "You did
try to kill me, the first time we met." "I
have been profoundly changed ever since." Sir Erich said. "Because when
I looked at you, lying there unconscious, I saw Anya. Never mind that
you were ten years older than she ever lived to be. I was shocked by
what I had done. I had become someone I did not recognize. I gathered
you up in my arm, and wept for the first time in years. Can you forgive
me?" "For that? I already did, really." she replied. "I had
noticed that you tend to act paternally toward me, butâ€"the adoption
came out of nowhere." "Not from my point of view. Iâ€"kept an eye
on you, over the past five years. I watched your progress, your
academic developmentâ€"tracked your background. After last winterâ€"." "Sir
Erich spent five months at Xavier House, last fall and winter,
recuperating." I explained for Erik's benefit. "A woman stabbed him
with a glass dagger. I had to take out several feet of mangled
intestine and sew him back together." "Please, Jean! Kitty, I
realized that I had come to regard you as I would my Anya. I would have
been proud if she had become a young woman like youâ€"brave, loyal,
intelligent, and trustworthy. So I didâ€"what I did. I didn't want to say
anything about it until it was completeâ€"in case it fell through for
some reason. That was why I kept it a secret." Kitty's expression was positively mulish. Erik coughed, and said, "In my teens, I had a mentor, who I regarded
as my father. If he had come to me one day, and said, 'You are
my son now, by law. I have adopted you', I would haveâ€"it would be a
wonderful thing, to be soâ€"wanted." She
looked stricken. "Ahâ€"but you areâ€"I mean, you should have been. I'm not
rejecting him, it's just thatâ€"my father signed me away. He signed me
away, twice. Iâ€"I've always hoped, always wanted things to go
back to the way they were before." "He
signed you over to those who truly valued you and wanted you." said
Auroré. "And things never do go back to the way they were before. Even
if they could, you could not. Would you want to cut off all the parts
of you that no longer fit into your old life, and into the mould they
wanted to cast you in? You would not be a dancer, nor a mathematician.
You would never have traveled to Japan, and learned the ways of the
Ninja. Where would your sword and your fighting skills fit into your
old life, or into the life of the wife and mother you would have been?" "They wouldn't." she sighed. "But how does adopting me fit into the
need to educate other Evolved?" "It's
rather complicated." said Sir Erich. "Charles and Iâ€"we're not young
men. I'm well enough for my age, but Charles was so ill a year and a
half ago that he assigned me as alternate guardian for every Evolved
underage in his school. Charles isn't married and has no son. Neither
do I, but I can leave my money and property where and as I like. I'm a
jumped-up parvenu Jew banker. "Charles, on the other hand, lives
on land his family has owned since 1067, and everything he owns in this
world is entailed away. Unless he marries (and soon) and gets himself
an heir, his closest relative and heir is a dreadful cousin who will
turn all of you out of Xavier House before you can sneeze. "My
plan is this: I adopted Kitty, as my principal heir, but much of the
property and money will be held under a particular trustâ€"for the
school, should it need to relocate. You'll be one of the administrators
of that trust. I chose you because you can be trusted, because I would
like to see my lands go to someone who is kin to me, in more ways than
oneâ€"and because I love you as if you were my daughter." "That's a
big responsibility. That's a huge responsibility! But I can understand
thisâ€"I can even agree with itâ€"where before, it all just seemed
soâ€"random. Boom! I've adopted you! I really don't know how I feel about
it right now. I don't think I can just say, I love you, out of nowhere." "I understand." Sir Erich said. "This
is precisely what I was hoping to accomplish," smiled the Professor.
"That through explaining what we mean and how we feel, honestly and
openly, we might come to a better understanding of each other." TBC...again.
A/N:
The information about the Judengasse of Frankfurt comes from their
website. Any errors are most probably my own. Certain parts of Sir
Erich's history are adapted from the extra features they ran with the Classic
X-Men reprint series.