Dear Professor Xavier
by Gevaisa
Excerpt
of a letter from Sir Erich Lensherr, Warefield, Devonshire, England to
Messieurs André and Firmin, Opera Populaire, Paris, France: As you can see from the figures my secretary has drawn up, you will
realize a substantial profit from this investment. Turning
to artistic matters, my protégé, Miss Pryde, sent me the most diverting
letter a few weeks ago, telling me all about the Opera Ghost. She is an
excellent correspondent, and I always look forward to receiving a
letter from her. However, the last letter I had from her was not
so amusing. If I am to understand correctly, she is encountering some
hostility on the grounds that she is a Jew. As her guardianâ€"as her
father in all but bloodâ€"I am deeply distressed on her behalf. I had not
thought that in an establishment devoted to the highest of all cultural
forms, this ancient and ugly prejudice would rear its head. May I
point out to you that many of your season ticket holders are also
Jewish? The Rothschildsâ€"the Heinesâ€"the Pfishingersâ€"the Kaminskysâ€"all
are Jewish. All of them are prominent patrons of the arts. There are
many othersâ€"these families merely sprang to mind first. Of course, I
myself am Jewish. I am not without influence, sirs. If Katherine Pryde
is not welcome on your stage, then you may find you have rather fewer
patrons in your house. I remain, sirs, yours sincerely, Erich Lensherr, Baron Ware Letter from
Katherine Pryde, Paris, France, to Sir Erich Lensherr,
Warefield, Devonshire, England. Dear Sir Erich (I am still not sure how to address you.); I
promised to report to you on matters here, and how they continue to
regard my Jewish presence. While their feelings remain unchanged, I
have hopes that they will stop expressing themselves quite so openly. You
asked if the managers knew what was going on. They do, or at least they
do now, but unfortunately, despite the fact that it is their opera
house, here they wield all the authority of a couple of pats of butter.
Like butter, they have a sad tendency to melt under heat and pressure. The
real forces in the Opera Populaire are Carlotta Guidicelli, the prima
donna, Madame Giry, the ballet mistress, and, of course, the Ghost.
(There is a prima ballerina, Agnes Sorelli, but she doesn't count for
anything. She is not a clever woman, and thinks of little or nothing.)
While Carlotta has not expressed any opinion on the subject of Jews in
the Theatre, both Madame Giry and the Ghost have come down on my side.
I am very grateful to Madame Giry for taking my part, but my feelings
about the Ghost's support are mixed. If my account of this week's
events seems lighthearted in placesâ€"almost farcicalâ€"it is not because I
am not seriously affected, for I am. It is because it is too painful.
The humor here is not a smileâ€"it's the rictus grin of death. On Sunday, I was trapped in the washroom by a wad of chewing gum,
and called a smelly kike. Monday,
which was the day before yesterday, was particularly bad. We were
onstage, to block out the movements for the dance at the wedding in Le
Nozze di Figaro, when one of the Mariesâ€"there are threeâ€"asked me a
question while we were standing around waiting. "So, how many Christian babies have you helped eat, Kitty?" "Marie!" hissed Meg. "That's a terrible thing to say. Stop it!" "But
everybody knows Jews steal Christian babies to kill them and eat them.
Roasted, on their holy days. On which holiday do you usually have
baby-meat? Passover, or Hanukah?" I kept quiet. Answering back
would only make things worse. I could feel my face getting hot, though.
I had heard of that allegation before, but no one had ever accused me
of it. "You're making me feel sick!" Meg shot back. "Kitty, don't
let her bother you. You shouldn't have to put up with this. Tell my
mother. Or let me tell her." "No," I said. "Thank you, Meg, but no. That wouldn't fix things." "I don't see why I
should make you feel sick," drawled Marie. "I'm not the one who
actually eats the poor little things. Do tell us, Kitty. Do you have
them on the table as often as every Sabbath dinner? Roasted, with an
apple in its mouth, because you can't eat pigs-Aaa!" She broke off with
a scream, because a sandbag had fallen and grazed her elbow. "The
Phantom!" "It's him!"â€"and the session broke up for a few minutes as
Marie burst into tears, and the accusations flew back and forth. Her
elbow was bleeding a little, and had to be bandaged. The entire ballet
corps gathered around to help, or watch, or both. I hung around the
edges, and said nothing. "See!" Meg whispered as she wrapped
Marie's arm. "You shouldn't talk like that. The Phantom doesn't like
it." She produced a note from him. "Look at this." The note read: 'While
I am not Jewish myself, I have never forgotten thisâ€"of all the maidens
of all the races across the world, God Himself chose a Jewish girl to
be His mother. Do you remember this, also? Cease your chatter! O. G.' "What chatter is this?" asked Madame Giry, who had slunk up on us. I
was not going to tell. No one else was forthcoming, either. Meg
appealed to her mother with her eyes. "Very well." Madame concluded,
ominously. The Ghost's noteâ€"the way he put thingsâ€"bothers me in a way I can't
quite put my finger on. Yesterday
was quieter. Madame Giry had me stay late, put me through a grueling
private session, and asked, at the end, if the taunting troubled me
greatly. Meg had told her everything. I told her that yes, it did, but
no one had said anything since the Phantom's note. She said she was
sorry I had to endure it, and that my battement lents needed
work. Today, although the girls were silent, it got worse. Much worse. We
were going to rehearse on stage, for what will be my onstage debut as a
'Servant Maiden', but the corps never got out of the warm-ups. I was
stretching and bending at the barré, when Janine went up on pointé,
only to collapse with a scream. She sprawled on the floor, and everyone
rushed toward her where she writhed and grabbed at her left foot,
clawing at the shoe. An ugly red stain began at the toe and started to
spread as I watched. "My shoe!" she howled. Someone found a pair of scissors and cut it
from her foot. Her big toe and second toe wept blood. "Glass. Look, it's stuck in her toes!" Shards and splinters
glittered amid the gory mess. "Someone
get the Opera Doctor, fast." Someone had taken her shoe and put broken
glass down in the padding at the toe, in such a way that until she put
her full weight on it, she had felt nothing. It was horrible. Two of
the larger girls picked Janine up and carried her into the big corps
dressing room, and the rest of us trailed after them "Who could have done this to you?" asked Madame Giry. "Kitty!" shrieked Janine. "The Jew-girl, Kitty Pryde." Every head in the room turned toward me. "I
didn't! I wouldn't!" I protested. "I'd never do something like that to
anyone, not even my worst enemy!" Girls were drawing into little
clusters around the room, murmuring to each other and sneaking pointed
glances at me. It was easily the worst moment of my life. I felt ill, sick to my
stomach, sick at heart. "No.",
said Madame Giry. "I don't believe you would." She turned back to
Janine, whose face was smeary with tears. "What makes you accuse her?
Answer carefully, Janine." Janine heaved several big sobs, and forced out, "Becauseâ€"becauseâ€"." Meg interrupted "Motherâ€"there's a note from the Phantom." "Yes? Let me see it." "But, Motherâ€"it was sewn into Jeanette's dancing slipper." She
handed over the cut-up, blood-stained message. Madame
Giry put the pieces back together, and read aloud, "'Do unto others as
you would have them do unto you' is the Rule of Gold. But the Rule of
Steel holds true as well: 'Do not do unto others what you would not
want done unto you'. Take heed, for this is my second warning. Harm
Katherine Pryde at your peril. O.G." She turned to Janine again. "This
impliesâ€"Did you put that glass in Kitty's shoe, first? Did you?" Janine's crying redoubled. "Don't bother to deny it! Oh, that this should happen in my
corps de Ballet!" The Opera doctor arrived, quite out of breath. "Good!
Bandage up her foot and send her home. Forever! Janine, whether your
foot heals so you can ever dance again or no, I do not care. I will not
take back a girl who would put glass in anyone's shoe." She
paced up and down the room for a moment, her hands to her head, then
whirled and pointed at me. I was pulling my things out of my cubbyhole.
"Katherine Pryde, what do you think you are doing?" "I am going
back to Yorkshire." I told her. "Because what's going to come next?
Ground glass in my cold cream, so I rip my face to shreds? Sulfuric
acid in my eye drops? Not to mention dressing and undressing for weeks
under the eyes of a man who's exactly as much of a ghost as I am?" I
couldn't see any other way he could have found out about the glass in
my shoeâ€"not at that moment. I had temporarily forgotten he was a
telepath. I found a bag and started to throw my toiletries into
it. "If putting glass in somebody's shoe is a Christian act, I'm going
to move to some place in Africa where they've never seen a white face
before, and teach them to shoot missionaries on sight!" Madame Giry shouted, in a terrible voice, "Katherine Pryde, I have
not dismissed you!" Janine's sobs were threatening to drown us both out, as the doctor
picked broken glass out of her toes. I
wadded up my street clothes and headed for the door. I opened it, but
the handle ripped itself out of my hand as the door slammed shut. I
dropped my things and yelled, "Ghost! Phantom! Whoever you are, you
have no right to stop me leaving and no way on this Earth of making me
stay! You didn't have to put that glass in her shoe!" I
wasn't quite mad enough to phase right through the door in front of
everybodyâ€"not while I was still wearing my practice tutu and toe shoes.
So I slammed myself down on a bench and started untying my ankle
ribbons. "Now!" raged Madame Giry. "All of you will pay attention. Oh, what
is it!" Someone was knocking on the door. "Come in!" she called. The door
opened The
Opera Populaire employs a lot of people, and it seemed as if most of
them were out there. Even in a building that is accustomed to scenes
enacted at top volume, the noise we were making must have been notable,
and we had drawn a crowd. Monsieur Firmin was standing in the door, looking hesitant. "If this
is a bad time...?" he began. "It
is," snapped Madame Giry. "I am about to deliver a much needed lecture
on how in the Arts and ballet in particular, all races and religions
are of equal dignity and only the performance matters. This is utterly
necessary becauseâ€"." "Because Mademoiselle Pryde is Jewish?" inquired M. Firmin. She blinked in surprise. "Then you know? Were we that loud?" "Not
exactly. I was already on my way to speak to you privately about the
matter, but since it has become an open secret, as it were, hah,
perhaps you had better accompany me back to the office. I know André
will want to have his say. Mademoiselle Pryde should come as well." "I
will." she decided. "Katherine, you will stop removing your shoes and
come along. You can quit and bury yourself in Yorkshire after this
meeting, if you choose. A quarter of an hour will make very little
difference." I took a deep breath. "As you wish, Madame." I
gathered up my belongings and followed them. I wasn't going to leave
them behind in the changing room where the other girls could use my
dress to wipe the floor, or worse. I didn't get to go in the
officeâ€"not even the outer office. I was left to sit on a hard-backed
chair in the hall while they talked inside. I put my things down,
fished out a clean towel, and gave into tears. When I think about
the last few years of my life, about all the things I've seen and
doneâ€"the people who tried to kill me, or take over my mind, body or
soulâ€"all the dangers I've faced, and all the heartacheâ€"and set them
beside the unwarranted malice I've encountered in the last weekâ€"I think
I had rather face Lady Deathstrike unarmed and powerless, if by doing
so I could end that prejudice. So I cried. I cried for a lot of reasons. I
cried because I didn't really want to go back to Xavier House, where
everybody would be so nice and kind about how my ballet career ended,
just as they were nice and kind when Peter jilted me. I cried because Frau Levy makes very nasty comments about girls who
don't observe Sabbath because they have to dance. I
cried because there was a grown man somewhere in the Opera house who
thought it was only fair and right to take broken glass out of my shoe
and put it in Janine's. I cried because, deep down, there was a darkly venomous part of me
that wasn't sorry Janine's toes were now like ground meat. I
cried until my throat swelled up and dried out, and then I got up to go
splash cold water on my face. I drank a glassful of it, too, and let
the soothing coolness coax me into feeling a little better. Then
I went back to my uncomfortable seat in the hall. The ghost had left
me, not a noteâ€"it was too long to be a note, but a letter. I broke the
seal and read it. It is too long to copy out here, but it was
sympathetic, and it explained some things. He saw me phasing, it seems.
We have recognized one another. I am still deeply troubled because he
could have, should have, just thrown away that glass, rather than
putting it in Janine's shoe. Something nice happened. Meg brought
me a cup of coffee to drink while I had to wait. She also told me that
not all the girls who were making anti-Semitic comments really meant
them, that some of them were only following Marie and Janine's lead.
That was not so nice. I will never trust them again, now, even so. Then
they called me into the inner office. I do not know what went on in
thereâ€"it would have been interesting to be a fly on the wall, and
listen in. The conclusion is that I will not leave, but I will have a
dressing room to myself, insteadâ€"with a door that locks. I will have
the key. Madame Giry and I went back to the dressing room, where she
delivered the promised lecture. The on-stage rehearsal was postponed
until tomorrow, because Madame said the focus was lost. So we had class
and practice as usual. Afterwards, Madame had me stay for even
more extra lessons, because a private dressing room is a privilege
which must be paid for. In work. A lot of workâ€"a lot more work
is ahead of me. So there you have itâ€"and I shall end this letter here. Sincerely and exhaustedly yours, Katherine Pryde Excerpt from
the Journals of Erik: Her words, 'You didn't have to put that glass in her shoe!' stung.
The anger in her voice was palpable. No, I didn't, but do you think anything less than that would
convince these harpies that I was serious? was
what I would have said to her, but as matters stoodâ€"well! Nor, on even
a little consideration, is that a reassuring way of putting it. Then
that fool Firmin came in, and I had to seize my writing case and
scramble to get to my office listening post. Madame Giry is magnificent. I shall have to get them to raise her
pay. The
first words out of her mouth were, "If you plan to dismiss Katherine
Pryde on the grounds that she is a Jew, you are throwing away the
Kohinoor Diamond in favor of a handful of rhinestones and paste
imitations." "But we don't plan to dismiss her! We want her to stay!" fussed
André. "We need her." "Absolutely!" added Firmin. "She's very welcome here." "I
don't think you're saying this for the same reasons I am." She sounded
suspicious. "I want her to stay because she is a dancer the likes of
whom a teacher will come across only once in a lifetimeâ€"if she is
lucky. Katherine Pryde isâ€"" Madame Giry broke off for a moment,
probably to collect her thoughts. She continued, "Ballet has been
in decline for a generation. Once it was equal in importance to opera;
now it is no more than something to fill in the time between arias. I
was not the dancer who redeemed it from the dust. Nor will my daughter
be that one, as much as I had hoped otherwise. Katherine Pryde might. I
have kept her laterâ€"worked her until she was too tired even to
thinkâ€"and when she is closest to exhaustion, her best work comes out." "How so?" asked Firmin. "You
recall her audition. She stretches time when she leaps. It is as if she
were no more solid than the air. Last night she managed a triple tour
en l' air! A triple! And thirty fouettés without moving so much as an
inch! Fourteen is considered remarkable! But it is more than that." I knew what she meant. The other girls danced the steps in time with
the notes. Katherine danced the music. "She dances with energyâ€"with passion." concluded Madame Giry. And
as for her energy and passionâ€"sometimes it was possible to imagine that
she was fighting rather than dancing, using her feet as a man might his
fists. She brought an unusual power to her dance moves. "But Sorelli is our prima ballerina....?" ventured André. "Sorelli
is popular only because men like to watch her hips wiggle and her
breasts jiggle!" snapped Madame Giry. "At her best her dancing is
merely competent. All her fame is based on her figure. They will not
include her when they write the history of ballet in this
century." Again,
true, and these two fools were among her most notable, leering,
admirers. I've never been moved by Sorelli's over-ripe curvesâ€"just so
much pale flesh overflowing out of her corsets, above and below. "But
any plans I may have for Katherine Pryde will come to nothing if she
quits and goes back to Yorkshire, which she may very well do because
today Janine put broken glass in her slipper." Madame Giry informed
them. "In Kitty Pryde's slipper? Was that what all the shouting
was about? She wasn't hurt, was she?" I was already quite familiar with
this part. I let my attention turn to the letter I was writingâ€"the
first letter I have written to her. (Note to selfâ€"this new invention of mine, this felted pen,
works well and silently, without dripping ink, but it does produce
clumsy calligraphy. Must see if it can be refined. Looks as if a child
had been copying my notes.) I became aware of another
soundâ€"someone was crying. It was Katherine crying, I knew it. It was
painful for me to listen to, wanting to comfort her. All I could do was write faster. "But
she can't leave!" protested the taller fool. "Her guardian's
threatening to start a Jewish boycott! A good quarter of our
subscribers will demand refunds!" "And the ghost's sent a note
saying that if she leaves there won't be a single show put on until she
returns," added the other one, gloomily. "Can this anti-Semitism be
quelled?" "I can manage the Ballet corps." said Madame Giry. "But
while they are the closest to her, they aren't the only ones. There are
the choirs, the musicians, the stagehandsâ€"Buquet has been very crude.
You will have to do something yourselves. I have oneâ€"no, two
suggestions. Oneâ€"dock wages. Ten francs for every comment, paid to the
one who reports it. Make it known. "Twoâ€"give Katherine Pryde a
private dressing room. It can be a small one, but it must have a
working lock. Then she will have security and privacy. I will begin
training her up, so she will warrant it. I want to start her in actual
roles. You are planning to put on Il Muto soon, are you not?
She can play Serafimo. She has the figure for trouser roles, and a clever
dancer who can act will give the role life." That meant suffering through Carlotta's Countess. I had planned to
forbid Il Muto
from being put on, but the prospect of watching Katherine in skin-tight
breeches was very attractiveâ€"and a thought that was a little too
heating under the current circumstances. And Katherine was still
crying in the hallway. It was like having two bodies, one here
listening behind the office wall, the other sobbing as though my heart
was breaking. I brushed my mind against hersâ€"her thoughts would
probably prove unreadable, but at least I could share in what she was
feeling. She was thinking of me! At least that was part of what was going
through her mind. That is good, certainly. She knows I exist. She
was crying, partly, because I was there, alone and disconnected from
the rest of humanity, that was what I sensed. She is perceptiveâ€"she is
compassionate! I knew all of this emotion I was experiencing couldn't
be one-sided. Katherine Pryde, if you want it, I will help to
make you the most famous dancer in history. If you don't, if the
prospect scares you, I'll give you this Opera house to rule, and we'll
haunt it as a pair of the most elegant ghosts ever. We'll sit in Box 5
like any other fashionable couple, only we won't have to go out in the
cold dark night afterward. Only...only... I can't write it. Not even here. Letter from
O.G. to Katherine Pryde. Dear Mademoiselle: I
know that it distresses you that I returned Janine's 'gift' to her as
it was delivered to you. I am sorry. The virulent hatred you have met
with is offensive to meâ€"offensive in the extreme. I could see no more
certain way to tell everyone that it will not be tolerated in my Opera
House. I do not spy on the dancers' dressing room- nor the
singers'â€"or anyone's here. I like my own privacy, and I extend that
privacy to others. However, when Janine told Marie about what she had
done to your shoe, while they were leaving by the staff exit, I
happened to overhear it. A few minutes later, your sole was savedâ€"so to
speak. Your soul is your own, and I think it is a rare one. Rare
enough to allow your physical being to accompany it when it does what
grosser spirits cannot doâ€" evanesce through solid wood. Your
secret could not possibly be safer with me. I hope that we will be
better acquainted, soon, that you may learn how true that is. I want
only that good may come to you. Your respectful servant, O.G. A/N:
Just a couple of thingsâ€"a tour en l' air is something like an axel in
skatingâ€"a 360 degree turn in midair. A fouetté is a tight spinning turn
on one toe, propelled by thrashing the other leg. You'd recognize it if
you saw it.