will1@earthling.net Interlude: Brown and White and Remembering by Phil Hartman DISCLAIMER: They're all Marvel's. It's all fiction. No money is being made off of this. NOTE: AU; set between "Light the Turn" and the fate of Cassandra Nova in this timeline; also, why the heck Rogue has magnetic powers and can be touched ;) Betsy has a small appearance here, hence why this is an interlude. --------------------------------------- The devil had come up to Westchester, and Marie LaVonne was NOT happy. "It's insanity. Bring the monster what turned loose those Sentinels into our home?" Rogue muttered, sitting on an outcropping of rock as she watched the sun sink in a flare of red and purple over the western horizon. "Now chere, I sure de Professeur ain't gonna let nothin' hurt de kids," her lover soothed as he settled in beside the "Magnetic Mississippi Marauder." Marie smirked bitterly at Remy LeBeau and sighed. "Ah know. An' Betsy an' Warren are comin' back, an' Ororo an' company are gonna try an' get back soon ... feels like things are workin' out again," she said. It wasn't so much the presence of that "Cassandra" creature at the mansion that bothered Marie. It was being diverted from going home to her son that was really pulling her chain. #Charlie's at that age where he wants to pull away, and I understand that - but I want as much time as I can with him. And then Raven goes and dumps this stupid diary quest on us, and we have to fight all sorts of weird threats. THEN, just when Remy and I get back together, and we get to go home for a while, we get a call ...# Betsy's resurrection after being killed by the mysterious Vargas only days earlier (and that had inspired more than a few dark jokes about quick turnarounds, Marie admitted) had been welcome, but it'd also allowed Betsy to regain her precognition - and, with Franklin Richards and the older Summers children, foresee a massive Sentinel attack against Genosha. Fearful that the Sentinels might attack the X-Mansion's residents - including her son, Charles Xavier Lehnsherr - Marie had asked Storm to let her and Gambit return to Salem Center until the threat passed. Ororo had kindly let them go, as much for the two reunited lovers to spend some time together as to let Marie check on "Little" Charles' safety. #'Little.' Boy's 13, stands almost 5 and a half feet now. No wonder 'little' doesn't describe him well anymore,# Marie thought with a sad smile. Still, as self-reliant as Chuck was, Marie wanted to savor a little bit more of his childhood. She, herself, had been only 19 when she'd given birth - feeling betrayed and terrified, fleeing what she'd thought was a lopsided relationship ... #But neither Erik nor I were innocent. I threw myself at him after he changed my absorption power to magnetism, and then I ran away like a scared child when Raven told me about his past ... I had no idea he'd see it just like Magda fleeing him all those years ago. And to top it off, I ran to the X-Men ...# Marie remembered, shaking her head. It hadn't been an easy relationship at first. True, the "great and terrible power-sucking Rogue" was gone, replaced by a vulnerable, extremely pregnant mother to be. And "little" Charlie - named in gratitude to the merciful owner of the mansion where Marie had ran to - did receive kind treatment from the X-Men. #But trust has to be earned. I knew that. So, as soon as I could, I got up, started bottling breast milk and trained with the team in the Danger Room. I don't know who I shocked more, the Professor for my determination or myself for not begging off on training,# Marie thought, smiling. Her decision to make the best of the X-Men's hospitality had been as much learned instinct as it was an effort to protect her newborn son. Mystique had taught Rogue to recover quickly from injuries, or as quickly as one could, and to depend on only herself, when all was said and done. Loyalty to one's group was admirable, but when you were alone with threats all around, you had to be able to protect yourself. #And your loved ones,# Marie thought, another pang of worry going through her at the memory of Charlie as a baby and a toddler. She still shivered at the fear she'd felt only weeks after joining the X-Men, as she'd recovered from Viper's energy blast ... #I thought my magnetic force field made me the ideal choice to save Wolverine from that bitch Viper's ray gun. She'd poisoned the others at Logan and Mariko's wedding, but my weird genes made me resistant to the toxin, so I went after her with him ... I learned I needed a LOT more work on my powers, the hard way.# Logan had been grateful, and the other X-Men, both impressed and a little surprised that Marie (she'd revealed her real name early on to them out of a desire for honesty) would risk her life for one of theirs. And then, SHE was one of theirs. #Ororo was a little bothered that I'd risk orphaning Charlie, but I told her I'd trust him with them. I didn't have a death wish, just an acceptance of them. 'Trust cuts both ways,' I told her ...# Marie thought, remembering another person whom she'd trusted. She held her hands over her heart and smiled wistfully as she looked northeast. Marie had known, even in her early 20s, that there was a chance that Charlie's father might look for them. And she'd felt guilty about leaving Erik; of all people, she should have known that Raven would try to manipulate her, to try and steal away the child Marie was carrying. But it hadn't been until after Erik had learned about Pietro and Wanda - and their children, Pietro's daughter Luna, by Crystal of the Inhumans, and Wanda's daughter Talia, by Kurt Wagner, and later Thomas and William, by the Vision - that the Master of Magnetism had held out hope that his most recent paramour might be alive, much less have successfully borne their child ... #I learned my lesson after the Viper affair. I stayed at home and worked as Xavier's housekeeper; I couldn't risk orphaning Charlie, no matter how much I trusted the X-Men. But the Professor knew I'd go stir-crazy just acting like a hausfrau. That was how I started teaching the first team of New Mutants,# Marie thought. Most of the teens had been right around Marie's age or only years younger - close enough to her in age, if not experiences, to relate to her. She'd taught them self-defense and escape skills, but had had the presence of mind to ask Xavier whether she should teach them the darker arts Raven had passed on to her. #Raven never actually *asked* me to kill. She always tried to keep me from the darkest 'work' she did. But she made sure I could watch my back and get out of dangerous situations. I figured if the Professor wanted me to teach the Mutants that stuff, I'd be polite enough to ask. He didn't, so I didn't teach them,# Marie thought, shrugging inwardly. The Mutants had gone gaga over Charlie, and Marie had finally been able to enjoy a few nights out on the town without feeling guilty about asking one of the X-Men to babysit. (Logan and diapers? Still some of the funniest memories the team shared over beers.) Sam Guthrie, especially, had bonded with Charlie, given that the then-gangly teen was so far from his own gargantuan clan (and, Marie suspected, she and Sam got along well because they were two of the few Southerners in all of Westchester).And Charlie had been the same age as Karma's brother and sister, so he'd delighted in having playmates. After Xi'an's disappearance, Marie had taken care of Leong and Nga, and she still had a special bond with them. It'd been one hectic afternoon, between wiping noses and calming Rahne's horrified shock at glimpsing Roberto and Amara making out, that Marie had answered the front door. And standing there was a white-haired man with Charlie's eyes, and one of the few absolutely shocked looks the Master of Magnetism had ever sported. #He'd turned over a new leaf, or so he said. Charlie loved him - blood calls to blood - and I thought if the X-Men had given Erik the benefit of the doubt, why not me?# Marie reflected, sighing. Things had accelerated rapidly at that point; Marie and Erik shared several long nights talking and forgiving and confessing. After Xavier's health had worsened, Marie had had to deal with Erik's growing assumption of responsibilities around the mansion, which had set Scott off ... #Those two - I never understood *why* Scott detested Erik so much! He still does - at least old One-Eye doesn't take it out on Charlie - but Erik never thought badly of Scott. At least not until X-Factor ...# Marie thought, shaking her head. The "Trial of Magneto" had worried Marie terribly; she and Erik had finally gotten together, as equals, and then Raven had had the audacity to attack Erik at a Holocaust memorial - as a federally-authorized law enforcement official? The sheer hypocrisy of "Freedom Force" had left Marie disgusted with her foster mother, and things had never been the same between them. #Of course, if I'd know how things would end up between Erik and I ... but I was still focused on my 'family.' Those were hairy times - Asgard, even if I didn't go, scared me. The Mutants were like younger brothers and sisters ...# Marie remembered. She'd sat up with Jean, Rachel, Charlie, Leong and Nga, waiting for the Mutants and the X-Men to come home, and then Jean's water had broken. Marie had been honored to help bring Nathan into the world, and she and Jean became good friends. #That was why X-Factor set a lot of teeth on edge, since neither Scott nor Erik would just pick up the damn phone and talk. The World Court said Erik was a different person, didn't they?!# Marie thought angrily. It sank into bitterness as she remembered what had come next. #He changed. He became the Master of Magnetism again, and got tangled up with the Hellfire Club, and Illyana's problems overwhelmed any time we had to just sit and TALK ...# Marie reflected. Illyana had saved the world by killing the Beyonder - he was going to kll the Mutants, she'd snarled before locking herself in her room, despite Kitty's tearful pleas, and Erik had been inflexible in his outrage at the Siberian's vigiliantism. That had set off shouting matches between Marie and Erik, and he'd pretty much treated her like a housewife ... #It's one thing for me to *choose* to be a mother and wife. I even liked the change of pace from spy and sneak to mama. But to have some overblown windbag sexist TELL me what 'my place' is - bullshit. I don't take that from anyone,# Marie thought, her lip curling in disgust at the memories. The Morlock Massacre had worsened things; Erik became consumed in running the mansion, and the wartime atmosphere grated on everyone's emotional state. Marie had made liberal use of the non-training programs in the Danger Room, to give Charlie and the Mahn twins the illusion of trips to the park or the beach. But that hadn't been enough for the young Southerner. She missed her friends in the X-Men, so she'd been the one to secretly call Jean and meet with her for tea at the Grey home in Annandale, bringing Charlie, Leong and Nga to play with Rachel and little Nathan, and try to heal the rifts caused by X-Factor's existence. #I also focused on making sure someone was there for the New Mutants. Amara left to join the Hellions, and Erik didn't care, and then Xi'an became fearful for Leong and Nga, so she took them to Brooklyn - at least we could still meet for brunch, and let the kids play together. But things got so damn toxic at the mansion, who could blame her for leaving?# Marie rememered sadly. The fights between her and Erik had worsened, almost echoed by Illyana's descent into darkness. Without Kitty around to talk to, the teleporter had grown colder and crueler, snipping at her fellow New Mutants. Dallas hadn't made things any easier. Marie had had to go tearing after her students, leaving Charlie with Jean's parents (John and Elaine still were two of Marie's favorite people), while Erik had gone to the Hellfire Club to try and use Cyberno to find the Mutants. #I still think he had eyes for more than their cheap knock-off of Cerebro. But Emma's never confessed, and her White Queen days're behind her,# Marie admitted, closing her eyes and letting the magnetic fields flow around her, trying to pay attention instead of walking down memory lane ... But introspection came easily to the once and former Rogue. It was one of the few ways she'd kept her sanity in the dark hours after Dallas. #I saved Doug - boy almost got his chest blown open by that freak Ani-Mator - and Illyana got crazy, sending the nutbag to Limbo. I was about ready to ground all of them until we heard about Dallas ...# The X-Men had rebuilt themselves after the Massacre, but Storm had insisted that Marie remain at the mansion. "You have grown so very much, Marie. You are the rock upon which we stand - the children depend upon you. Magnus needs you as much as we might. Please, stay the course," Ororo had asked, one night after the team had fought the Marauders in San Francisco. #And who was I to turn that down? Hell, I was tired of fighting anyway ... and then we saw Forge open that portal to who knew where ...# Illyana became unmanageable after that, and many of the Mutants grew ever more defiant. They wanted to *do* something, to strike - to rail against an unfair, cruel world - and it had been all Marie could do to keep the peace between the "war" faction (Dani, Roberto, Illyana) and the "peace" group (Sam, Rahne, Doug). Poor, confused Warlock had been stuck on the fence, while Morph had retreated into sarcasm instead of humor, and Charlie had had nightmares ... #And where was Erik? Down in Manhattan, sipping martinis with tarts and plotting 'quiet' world domination again. And I let him hang out with the Hellfire Club ...# Marie thought, frowning at what she thought was her own naivete. Inferno had been the straw that broke the camel's back. Illyana's deaging and return to innocence had been a miracle, but Erik and his fellow Lords Cardinal had been incensed at the "loss of a commodity" - even if Erik had been more humane about it - and Marie had felt burned by the X-Men's return from the dead without telling her about it ... #And then the mansion blew up, and the Mutants merged with the X-Terminators - not a problem, just a surprise - and we all met in this big mess ...# When Erik had dared to *tell* Marie that he was going to sponsor Charlie for Black Knight status in the Lords Cardinal, she'd had it. She'd almost killed Selene, and had savored the screams of feedback from Emma when the White Queen had tried to "calm" her during their fight amidst the mansion's ruins. But Erik hadn't lifted a hand to her. He'd just watched, almost *amused,* only angering Marie worse, while she'd listened to Charlie crying for his parents to stop fighting, even safe as he was in Warlock's arms ... ... and then, finally enraged, Marie had hauled off and *slapped* Erik, screaming almost incoherently that she would die before she let him corrupt their son, and what in the HELL was he thinking, joining with the same kind of monsters he'd sworn to never again follow? #That did it. He just looked ... broken, like he'd been mind-controlled up to that point, and he left. He just *left,* even without Selene or Emma, and Sebastian ...# Marie thought, shaking her head. The Mutants left as well; they respected Marie, but they were all college-age by that point, and there *was* no School for Gifted Youngsters at that point. They left - minus Morph, who was tired and disgusted with the angst - and Marie had been left alone with Charlie. #I didn't want to hang on X-Factor's kindness, and I was pretty sick of the whole 'mutant thing.' I was even tired of dealing with Erik. So, I tapped into some leftover savings from my Brotherhood days - never put your eggs in one basket, Raven taught me - and I bought a car and supplies ...# Marie and Charlie had set out on what eventually became a road trip across the South. Hair dye, and Charlie's growing awarness of the need for self-control over his powers, had hidden their respective aspects of their mutations. #I felt free for the first time in *years.* Just me and my boy, no man troubles or squabbling teenagers or world-shaking threats ... I was even ready to settle down somewhere and just raise Charlie, away from all the craziness ...# Marie thought, smiling at the months - more than a year - that she and her son had spent, bonding on the road. Then she'd heard about Mystique being killed. It had been the same day she and Charlie had pulled in to New Orleans, during a certain Mardi Gras. ------------------------------------------ How could one woman embody both a wild spirit and the core of responsibility at the same time? #That's the question about Rogue,# Remy LeBeau reminded himself as he watched his love gaze into the west, occasionally looking around in anticipation of a welcoming committee or the awaited Sentinels. He'd been 27 when they'd first met; it had been more of an accident than anything else. Then strictly "Gambit" - Remy had wanted to forget about LeBeaus, guilds, debts, wives, or charnel pits below Manhattan - he'd been running across the South and lower Midwest with a strange black girl with white hair and blue eyes ... #Ah, Stormy. That was a relationship I could handle - the little sister I never had. No awkward questions, no demands except watching each other's backs,# Remy thought, smiling. But then they'd encountered Nanny, and the Orphan-Maker, and the sudden, surprise help from the skunk-haired woman with the magnetic powers. And Remy LeBeau had come out from the smart-alecky shell of Gambit. #Wasn't like I could continue the old games with Stormy - she'd grown up in her mind, if not her body, after we fought Nanny. And Rogue was something different. She stood on her own - she could take me or leave me. I like a challenge ...# Remy reflected. "Challenge" was putting it mildly. Rogue gave Gambit - not Remy - a comrade's respect, but she never opened up. And even though she and her son, Charles, rejoined Storm to start rebuilding the X-Men, it was obvious that the magnakinetic woman was doing so out of respect for the mysterious woman-child whom Stormy had become. #I didn't put two and two together until they mentioned the Morlocks ... and I wasn't sure WHAT to say. 'Hey, cheres, I gathered the band of murderers who slaughtered your friends and crippled your teammates, even though I didn't know what it was for'? That'd go over really good,# Remy thought, shaking his head. Still, he'd vowed to protect Stormy, and he felt something for Rogue, and Rogue's son Charlie seemed to like Remy (after a while; the boy redefined "overprotective," but Remy could understand a son's love for his mother). And after they'd gone to New York, it'd really been too late to turn back, even as Remy's apprehension had grown. These were, after all, the people whom he'd helped - even unwittingly - to scar deeply. Thieves were thieves, but what the Marauders had done had been just as crippling to the X-Men as it had to the Morlocks. #I suppose it was how Rogue opened up to me that made me decide to spill my guts, between New Orleans and our first fight with the Shi'ar,# Remy remembered, looking at his feet. X-Factor had been visiting, so of course Angel had been on hand, and Excalibur and the returned New Mutants stopped over to celebrate the rebirth of the X-Men. So Remy had had a full audience when he'd confessed ... #Ah, chaos,# he thought, smirking bitterly. Storm - just reverted to adulthood thanks to Amanda Wagner's magicks - had been patient, and even understanding as Remy had shed tears he'd thought he'd cried. Rogue - Marie, after that point - had embraced him, and said she'd understood. Most of the others were either quietly accepting or neutral. Even Nightcrawler and Shadowcat, who had had the most reasons to loathe Remy, seemed to forgive (Colossus had been semi-retired at the time, staying in the Savage Land to get to know his son, Peter, by Nereel). #Of course, I was appealing to the angels of the X-Men's better natures ...# Remy thought ironically. Warren Worthington had ... not received the news well. (The word "pincushion" still gave Remy shivers, even years later.) When Lila Cheney had whisked Remy away with Storm, Forge, Jubilee, Wolverine, Psylocke and Banshee, the Cajun had been relieved to be away from X-Factor. #But was it really a desire to clear my head and rethink my relationship with Rogue? Not like I got much time to do that, between the Warskrulls and the Shadow King and the Upstarts ...# Remy thought. And then there'd been Magneto and the Acolytes. What had seemed to be Magnus' effort at ending human-mutant conflict by giving mutants their own, seperatist state in orbit above Earth had really been about custody of little Charles Lehnsherr, and Remy had found himself ironically ready to fight alongside the X-Men to protect the boy. #What could've been a fight ended up in a big chat, though. Rogue never said what she and Magnus told one another, but they stopped fighting, and she and the big M've shared custody of 'Little' Chuck ever since,# Remy thought, glancing at his love. Rogue - Marie, even as strange as her real name sounded to the Cajun - smiled over at him, and got down from the rock she'd been sitting on to walk over to him. It'd been like that ever since 2001, and she and Magnus had settled their business over Charlie - she and Remy had had an understanding. #We let each other go when we need space, and come back together when we need each other. I don't pretend to be Charlie's father, so he doesn't resent me, but if the boy wants to talk, I'm there,# Remy thought. That had been thorny, at first; Charlie had still had hopes that somehow Marie and Magnus would get back together, and the Cajun's presence hadn't helped matters. But after the custody arrangements, the boy had seemed to accept the fact that his parents weren't going to ever reunite. And for all of the grumpy moments and crossed arms, Charlie had slowly let Remy grow on him. #We have our understanding. He's not a bad kid, and I can handle being the stepdad. Parenthood can come later. And I don't try to TELL Rogue anything - I respect her. That was why she trusted me this last time, to let me go after the Madripoor set ...# the Cajun thought, admiring Rogue's walk. And her curves ... ~LeBeau. Pay attention to the *other* local surroundings, hmm?~ a wry, teasing British woman's voice rang in Remy's mind, as he rolled his eyes. ~Psylocke. I be a little more professional than that, oui?~ Remy thought, playing up his accent to a derisive snort from the recently-resurrected Betsy Braddock. ~As if. Tell Marie we've moved Charles and the other students to Avengers Mansion - there's no telling what this 'Cassandra' creature might be capable of. The Ecuadorian authorities have been informed of the Master Mold in their jungle, also. We still haven't detected any sign of Sentinels headed for - wait -~ Betsy sent, her mental voice suddenly wavering. "Betts? Wha -" Remy muttered, blinking at the sudden - confusion? - he felt/heard from his teammate - - and then the psi-link just cut out. "Damnit! Ah can't sense her at all - ah TOLD Storm we should've gone t' the mansion instead of tryin' to head off the Sentinels!" Rogue snapped. "Easy, chere. Dey got Scott, Jean, de Bete Noire, Betts an' Wings, an' de Professeur. An' de children are safe wit' de Avengers. Nothin' to worry 'bout, non?" Remy tried to soothe, putting an arm around his lover. Then the distant roar of jet engines made them look up, as a trio of misshapen things headed northeast. "Time t'make the doughnuts," Marie growled. She magnetically lifted Remy and they rocketed after the Sentinels, as he prepared his gear. "Big things, ain't they?" he asked over their comlink - no sense in trying to speak at the speeds they were pushing, even with Rogue's magnetic shield. "Bigger'n most - that's one down," Rogue replied, firing a mammoth magnetic pulse at the nearest Sentinel. The behemoth crackled with blue energy, its boot-jets sputtering as it fell into the Indian Ocean, and the couple closed on their targets. "Throw me!" Remy said over their comlink. Marie looked at him like he was insane, but she complied - after they were closer to the Sentinels - and he fired a grappling hook to latch on to the Sentinel's boot. Between the sudden shock of acceleration and the reeling in of the grapple's line, Remy almost slammed into the Sentinel's leg (at least it was further up on the leg than the jet flame itself). He managed not to cough when he landed, and he charged a stick of dynamite with adhesive before planting it on the Sentinel's leg. And then it was time to go - -------------------------------------------- She really should've trusted him more, even after watching the Cajun pull off more insane stunts than charging up dynamite and falling thousands of feet. #Trust is a wonderful thing,# Marie reminded herself, smirking as she raced after Remy and caught him. That had been the basis for their relationship; he'd had the courage to face the X-Men about his connections to Sinister and the Marauders, and he'd always been there for them, so she trusted him. #And he's never demanded me to be a little woman. A big plus there - Erik never got that I'm my own person. I had my child, I've had a 'big family' through the X-folks, so why burn up more of my youth getting pregnant and barefoot?# Marie thought, racing back toward the last remaining Sentinel. "What you wanna bet it's adapted to our powers?" Remy called over their comlink, holding on as Marie jinked and juked to avoid the Sentinel's point-defense energy cannons. "Good chance. Modem dump?" she replied. Remy's grin was all the response Marie needed, and she returned it as he grabbed another stick of dynamite from his coat. He charged the explosive, then handed it off to Marie, who magnetically hurled the bundle toward their target's head. The Sentinel's anti-power field disrupted Marie's magnetic tendril but the dynamite fell near the Sentinel's neck and exploded. The X-Men watched, satisfied, as the decapitated third Sentinel plunged into the ocean. "Carrier wave delivers the explosive and masks your biosignature, keeping the Sentinel from being able to disrupt the explosion," Marie said over the comlink. She and Remy exchanged smiles, and Marie started to concentrate. "Uh, chere - you ain't gonna pull dat trick Vindicator taught you, are you? I mean, we could call Illyana -" Remy asked, tensing his abdominal muscles. "The kids are safe with the Avengers. Ah ain't about to draw them out to the mansion until we knew what we're gonna do with that Cassandra creature," Marie replied, focusing. She aligned them, then, with the Earth's magnetic field, stopping their rotation with the rest of the planet, and Remy tried not to vomit as they were hurled along - #I really do enjoy this relationship too much sometimes,# Marie thought with a grin. ------------------------------------ tbc ... ------------------------------------