Disclaimer: Joss owns the characters of BTVS. I
am not making any money off of this fic. Please don't sue me. Beta'd by
AtheneHahn
A/N: Written in answer to Redwolf50's Challenge 109. Challenge details
at the end.
by Jackofspikes
Chapter 4.
When Giles arrived home that evening, he had dinner with him. While the
three ate in companionable silence, Spike noted that Buffy seemed to
treat him better when the watcher was around; he considered this and
the possible reasons while he drank his dinner. When they had all
finished, the Watcher sat back in his armchair and informed the other
two of the meeting he had had with his slayer and her friends "I was a
participant in a very strange conversation with Angel and my Buffy
earlier."
"How do you mean, Giles?" Buffy asked as she shot a daggered glare at
the snickering vampire beside her.
"I don't want to upset you dear, but it appeared to me that Angel was
acting a little suspiciously." Giles offered hesitantly.
"Don't go cryptic on me now, Giles. I need to know what happened." She
stated firmly.
Taking a breath, Giles looked hard at the older slayer, judging her
openness to his upcoming revelations. He apparently found what he was
looking for and nodded to her before continuing "He seemed to be very
casual when he asked my Buffy to tell him about her slaying activities
last evening. He was particularly interested in what she had to say
about the vampire she dusted outside the Bronze, but tried to hide his
interest. He made a few suggestions relating to researching the St.
Vigeous Day Ritual, none very helpful and apparently, when Buffy was
fighting the vampire in the alley, she said she heard him call out for
help to someone named 'Spike'. Angel recognized your name, Spike, but
he said nothing. He did however, say that he'd heard some rumours and
that he needed to do a little more checking, but he might be able to
remove the threat of the Anointed One for Buffy. As you can understand,
Buffy was extremely grateful to him for this." Giles' expression was
void of emotion as he imparted his tale.
Spike followed Giles' lead on this, expression blank; he sat back and
waited for Buffy's reactions.
"That's so weird...I just like remember that conversation...like it just
happened, you know, but that's like four and a half years ago for
me...and...and I remember thinking that Angel was being a little more weird
than normal, but I was sooo happy that he was going to help me with the
annoying one...why do I remember it so clearly? Is it like what you were
saying about her being me, Spike? That whole changing the future in the
past deal?" Buffy questioned.
Spike noticed that, the fact that she remembered the conversation so
clearly was more important to her than the content of the conversation.
He inwardly sighed at her need to avoid all matters that put Angel's
behaviour into question. The whole soul equals good, no soul equals bad
theory, was beginning to pull at him. The bloody great Poofter was
gonna pay for that one day.
"What's this?" Giles was intrigued.
"What? ...Oh Spike has a theory." Buffy explained then looked to the
vampire to explain as did the Watcher.
"Huh? ...Oh, well it's not much of a theory, just, you know, my thinkin'
on the matter." Spike started slowly, trying to explain what his
thoughts on the matter were. "That ray, that the nerds shot at us, well
it hit me directly and I got sent back into my old body, but the old
me...he's still in here. I can hear him. I can feel him. And he can feel
and hear me...not like having a conversation mind, more like a voice on
the edge of my awareness. But Buffy here, see...well she got hit by
a...filtered ray yeah, through me and into her. So I figure that was why
she didn't get sent into her old body. Not enough power or somethin'.
Thing is though, because he's in here with me, he has access to all my
memories. So even if he hasn't lived through them, he knows what I
lived through. Buffy on the other hand, isn't in her old body, so their
memories aren't shared, you know. But they're still the same person,
just at a different point in the timeline. So anytime somethin' happens
to your Buffy that's different from what this Buffy lived through, this
Buffy's past changes and she doesn't remember the difference. Her
memories have already been changed, and if we're not careful we could
seriously bollocks up her life and the lives of the people she loves."
"It's an interesting theory, Spike, and one that I'm more then a little
inclined to agree with; it certainly covers everything. However, it
does leave us with some rather large problems." Giles offered his
opinion, all the while contemplating the intriguing vampire. Giles had
noticed that Spike seemed far more concerned about the effects this
situation might have on Buffy than any adverse effects it might have on
himself. Giles had not been prepared for the apparent selflessness that
the soulless vampire appeared to be displaying. This vampire was
nothing like the watcher had always believed William the Bloody to be,
the vampire that had many tombs depicting his violent nature; Giles
longed to be able sit down with Spike and discuss all the events that
had effectively changed this vampire into the individual he now was,
rather than the monster that he was portrayed as in Giles' books.
"Well, Spike came up with a really good idea about how we can survive
financially and it helps my mom and us at the same time." Buffy offered
eagerly not even aware of how much she had come to rely on Spike. Spike
however, was more than pleased at Buffy's enthusiastic recant of his
earlier ideas.
Giles' shock that the mystical ring of Amara was actually real was
quickly abated by his eagerness at hearing about the possibility of
other mystical items. The subject matter also gave him the opportunity
to offer an idea of his own. "As my own magical abilities are limited,
I was wondering how you would feel about allowing Miss Calendar to
assist us?"
"It's gonna affect the timeline, Giles." Buffy considered her Watcher,
momentarily contemplating how Jenny's inclusion could change the events
in her past. "But, maybe that could be a good thing."
Spike silently considered his own memories. If what he had been told
and what he remembered was right, the Gypsy could help with more than
just the magical items from the treasure of Amara. She could help get
rid of the threat of Angelus; then...maybe...with a little
encouragement...Angel would show his true colours and Buffy would see him
for the manipulative lying bastard that he was.
"Only if you're sure, Slayer."