Author: Lilithangel
Email: abchainey@xtra.co.nz
Website: www.livejournal.com/users/lilithbint
Fandom: AtS
Characters: Angel/Spike
Genre: slash
Warnings: will be slash. This chapter contains oral sex and rimming.
Summary: Post NFA, Angel continues the fight thinking he is alone but he finds a badly hurt feral Spike hiding out in the Hyperion. How does he react and can he help Spike heal? This is for DR who always gives me feedback on LJ and the Yahoo groups. You said you liked feral Spike honey, hope you like my version.
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The next two days saw Angel crawl wearily into bed after feeding Spike who had remained locked in the bedroom all night. Each time the smaller vampire would wait until Angel was asleep before climbing in beside him.
Despite everything Angel slept better than he had in a long time with Spike curled up beside him. He had failed to get Spike into any clothes. His own fell off the smaller vampire and Spike had torn apart anything else Angel had tried to dress him in.
Angel never quite knew where to look at times, but became accustomed to Spike's nudity and became more comfortable again being naked himself around Spike.
Spike was healing faster now, but there was no change to his mental state. Angel worried about the swelling around the back of Spike's skull sure that it had something to do with the problem. Every time he tried to check the injury Spike would snarl and bite at him. Not wanting to hurt the trust he had built up Angel would back away.
Spike would join Angel in the shower with pleasure and try as he might Angel could not resist the slick soapy hands that caressed him to orgasm.
Angel continued to talk to Spike about everything. He confessed all that had happened with Connor and the mind wipe. Explained how much it had hurt to watch a human Darla almost die only to know that Dru had turned her. The shock of seeing his pregnant Sire and the final real sacrifice she made for their child.
He let himself cry over loses he had suffered and a distressed Spike curled up in his lap to offer comfort. He talked about their shared struggles to stay fighting for good and confessed his envy at the blond's apparent ease with his soul.
He even talked about his favourite music and books promising to listen to Spike's poetry when the vampire recovered. Finally he mentioned Buffy and tried to come to terms with his reaction to Spike's relationship with her.
Throughout it all Spike would sit or crouch near him and listen head tilted to one side the way Angel recalled him doing in the past. Almost close enough to touch, but still he only initiated contact in the shower and in the bed as they slept.
Angel managed to hold Spike long enough to trim his fingernails and toenails. It had been a struggle but worth it to not worry about anything being snagged by them.
Angel would wake and feed then head out to patrol the streets leaving Spike locked in the bedroom with a selection of snack food and an old black and white television for company.
The third night Angel returned just before dawn to a frantic Spike. He had taken out a large nest of vampires and rescued the young women they had collected for snacks.
One of the women had asked Angel for an escort home pressing her ample charms against his chest. Knowing how dangerous the city was Angel had agreed. She had clung to his side for the entire journey and it had felt good.
At her apartment she had dragged him inside for a drink and, truth be told, he had been happy to be dragged. Since Nina he had not had female contact his only sexual gratification coming from his own hand and more recently Spike's.
One drink had become several and Angel had not resisted when she took him to her bed. It had been a pleasant encounter but not as satisfying as Angel would have liked. He made the usual excuses and headed home to Spike before daylight trapped him there.
When Angel opened the bedroom door he was practically flattened by a worried Spike. Spike pinned him to the wall and started sniffing him all over. The worry quickly turned to growls as Spike smelt the girl all over Angel.
"Hey take it easy," Angel said as Spike began pulling his clothes off. Spike simply growled louder and started tearing them.
When Angel was naked Spike pushed him onto the bed and started licking him. The look in the smaller vampire's eyes convinced Angel it was better to just let him do what he wanted without a fuss.
Spike seemed determined to remove all trace of the woman from Angel's body paying close attention to his cock and balls. Soon Angel was writhing with arousal almost begging Spike to suck him. Instead Angel was flipped over onto his stomach and Spike started licking again from the top of his neck.
When Spike reached his buttocks Angel practically drilled a hole in the mattress. Not content with just licking across the crack Spike pulled apart Angel's cheeks and plunged his tongue past the ring of muscle. It felt better than anything Angel had experienced before, the nerves back there seemed to be directly connected to his cock.
Finally Spike flipped him back over again and started licking his cock with tiny cat licks. It was too much for Angel and he shot his cum over Spike's face. Spike continued to lick Angel's cock until it softened and then he proceeded to clean up Angel's belly as well.
Angel lay in shock on the bed. Spike would never have done that before the alley Angel was certain of that. But this Spike seemed to view Angel as his and didn't seem keen on sharing.
Angel opened his eyes in time to see Spike kneeling above him jerking off. Before Angel could do anything the smaller vampire came all over him marking his territory.
Curiously Angel wiped up some and sucked it into his mouth. It didn't taste too unpleasant at all.
Without warning Spike dropped down on top of Angel and bit him hard at the shoulder ripping into the flesh.
With a roar of outrage Angel threw the smaller vampire off. Spike crashed into the wall and crumpled into a heap. His wound forgotten Angel rushed over to the unconscious Spike.
It had felt strange but good to lie back and let Spike take control until the bite. He hadn't been ready for the bite and had simply reacted to an attack. He could only hope he hadn't made things worse and that Spike would wake up from this.
TBC...
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