a week away with just me and a laptop (and hubby but he was drawing) got a bit of writing done, here's the first bit,

Title: New Things
 
Author: lilithangel
 
Email: abchainey@xtra.co.nz
 
Website: www.livejournal.com/users/lilithbint
 
Fandom: AtS
 
Characters: Spike/Angel
 
Genre: fluff
 
Warnings: extremely fluffy, you have been warned
 
Summary: Spike and Angel are the only survivors from the alley and are trying to carry on.
 
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We survived; don't know why we sure as hell didn't deserve to.  But here we are stuck in some run down motel in some dead end town.  Not talking to each other but not prepared to separate even if it is the best idea.
 
Don't know why the ponce didn't want me to go, got pretty used to him saying it.  Have only heard ask me to stay twice, once to stop me going to Europe and once after spending two hours screaming at me for surviving when the others didn't.
 
Turned around and walked out I did but made the mistake of stopping when he called my name.  Helped that he apologised for what he said not that I believed him.  He meant every word he always does, knows exactly what will hurt me the most.  Of course it goes both ways, I've seen the little flicker in his eyes when I've got off a good one at his expense.
 
So I stayed if only for the novelty of hearing him say he was sorry.
 
We had nowhere to go so we just wandered.  L.A was too hot for us and he was afraid of the repercussion on that boy of his from what we had done.
 
We started getting one room when money got tight which was fine.  The first sly comment we got had him all flustered but I just growled at the clerk and used a bit of the old Big Bad and he backed off.  It felt bloody nice to scare someone again even if it was only some prissy little hotel clerk.
 
Felt even nicer to watch him flounder at the suggestion until I got sick of him going on about it.  I mean a vamp's got pride after all, bloody sexy I am damn near irresistible. 
 
So I figured I would seduce him just to prove my point.  Which is why we are not talking again.
 
Stupid tosser took it personal acted like a bleeding girl as if it should mean more than it did.  He was a bloody good shag I'll give him that and maybe I shouldn't have whispered in his ear "so who's not a poof then?" straight after I had cum in his arse with him screaming my name.
 
Now he's just lying there with his back to me all wounded pride like some sort of virgin bint... Cause he couldn't have been a virgin could he?
 
"Angel," Spike reached out a hand a placed it gently onto Angel's shoulder, "I'm sorry I say stupid things without thinking."
 
Angel stiffened under Spike's touch and didn't reply.
 
"Please luv, turn around and look at me," Spike begged.  Gathering up his courage Spike moved closer to the huddled figure, letting his hand stroke across the strong back.
 
Angel shivered at the touch but did not pull away.
 
"Nothing wrong with what we did pet, it doesn't have to mean anything and we don't have to mention it again if you don't want to," Angel stiffened again at Spike's words and Spike mentally berated himself for upsetting Angel again.
 
"Talk to me pet," Spike begged, "tell me what you want to do."
 
"Want to do it again," a muffled voice confessed.
 
"What?" Spike could not believe what he was hearing.
 
Angel turned over onto his back but still did not look at Spike, "I liked what we did Spike and I want to do it again.  But I know you only did it to get back at me."
 
"It was bloody brilliant Angel," Spike made a confession of his own, "who do you think flooded your arse with enough cum to drown a small city?  I haven't cum that hard in years," he admitted.
 
"Really?" Angel turned to look at Spike.
 
"Really, you were the best shag I have had since... I have ever had," it was Spike's turn to look away this time.
 
"Really?" a huge smile graced Angel's face, "you're not just saying that?"
 
"No I'm not just saying it," Spike huffed, "you really want to do it again?" he asked tentatively.
 
"There was a thing you did from a certain angle," Angel looked incredibly embarrassed, "it felt really good."
 
"That's your prostate mate," Spike grinned, "it really was your first time," Spike wished, not for the first time that he hadn't given up cigarettes to save money. 
 
The realisation that he had taken Angel's virginity rocked him.  It had been a good seduction but he had not taken as much care as he would have had he known.
 
"Did I... did it hurt a lot?" Spike asked.
 
"At first," Angel confessed, "but then you hit that spot, my prostate and it was easier to relax.  Why, did I do something wrong?"
 
"No," Spike felt obliged to reassure him, "just would have taken more care if I had known."
 
"Have you done this a lot?" Angel asked.
 
"With blokes? Not really," Spike admitted, "took a couple when I fed off them just out of curiosity really, didn't much care if it felt good for them or not."
 
Angel rolled over and pressed his body close to Spike's, "so can we do it again?" there was a strange glint in Angel's eyes and Spike could feel the evidence of Angel's arousal pressed against his thigh.
 
Can't believe I took the ponce's... Angel's virginity never thought he would let me do that.
 
Of course I never thought I'd let him take mine either but he was right it does feel bloody good think I am going to be screaming his name pretty soon.
 
Maybe things will work out after all...
 

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