Title: Wanting Him Part Six
 
Author: Lilithangel
 
Email: abchainey@xtra.co.nz
 
Website: www.livejournal.com/users/lilithbint
 
Fandom: BtVS/AtS
 
Genre: smut
 
Characters: Spike/Angel/Xander
 
Rating/Warnings: contains boy on boy sex.
 
Summary: Set between BtVS Season 5 and 6 and AtS Season 2, they don't bring Buffy back but Angel finds out that Spike is still helping the Scoobies and wants to know why.  Xander is developing feelings for Spike and Angel doesn't like that.
 
What's a lonely heterosexual (mostly) vampire to do?
 
Angel is Spike's sire in this one, just for a change.

 
Part Six – things heat up.
 
* * * * *
 
Angel woke up with the anticipation of something good about to happen.  He remembered the kiss and felt his cock twitch in response.  He had never been this horny even in his human life.
 
As Liam he had been searching for something more than the small world he existed in.  As Angelus he had thought he had found it until a gypsy curse changed everything again.
 
Whistler had given him purpose again after a century of not looking for anything but the release of Angelus had sent Angel into a tailspin.  That part of the curse had never been told to him and it had nearly destroyed everything.
 
From that moment he had denied himself any happiness at all for fear of releasing Angelus again.
 
Now he was beginning to believe that he could be happy without Angelus getting out of his cage.  The moment with Buffy had been perfect because of his ignorance and need.  He had needed to believe he was worthy of love, that his efforts to help would have a reward.  And he forgot for a few brief moments what he had done in the past.
 
That would never happen again, he could not stop being what he was.  He had learnt that after giving up his humanity to protect Buffy again. 
 
If the price of being a champion was being alone he had thought he was willing to pay.  Now he was wondering if just maybe he didn't.
 
Perfect happiness was not going to occur but perhaps normal happiness could be allowed if only briefly.  Spike and Xander were both very capable of ensuring he did not get too happy Angel knew that for certain.
 
Unless faced with major personality transplants both would continue to drive him crazy no matter what was happening between them.  And Angel desperately wanted that contact especially with Spike.  Spike was blood and Angel missed his family.  He couldn't ever have the others back but Spike was here and Angel wanted him.
 
If the price was Xander Harris then Angel would gladly pay.  The boy was attractive enough and it wouldn't be the first time he and Spike had shared a partner.  The only differences were that the partner was male, Spike wouldn't be getting sloppy seconds and they would be together as well.
 
There had been times in the past when they had had a sweet young thing between them and hands had touched by accident.  Thoughts had crossed Angelus' mind but had been brushed aside as a possibility for a future that had spun out of his control.
 
* * * * *
 
Spike awoke in unaccustomed luxury unsure where he was for a few moments.  He spent a bit of time admiring the room still amazed that Angel had spent so much time and energy on him and money that was the real kicker.  Angel had plenty of money he just hated to part with it for anything but important things.
 
The thought that Angel considered him important enough to spend money on was a sobering one.  That more than anything convinced Spike of Angel's sincerity.  If he had been just stringing Spike along he would not have spent as much as he had.
 
Shaking the rather disturbing feeling off Spike bounced out of bed and headed for the lounge and the T.V, he had a lot of watching to catch up on.
 
It was in front of the television that Angel found Spike a while later absorbed in some sort of weird show with a puppet.
 
Spike looked up when Angel entered and grinned, "Thank the Powers for repeats," he said happily, "I missed all these episodes after Captain Cardboard blew up my crypt."
 
"Who blew up your crypt?" Angel was confused, "and why?"
 
"The Slayer's boyfriend at the time and I was stupid, thought I could make some cash on the sly," Spike confessed.
 
"And they blew up your crypt for it?" Angel was still confused.
 
"Turned out the eggs were hatching," Spike looked shifty, "Soldier boy decided to cleanse them.  In hindsight it was probably a good idea but I would have liked the chance to get my stuff out," he finished plaintively.
 
Angel couldn't decide who he was annoyed with more, Spike for trying something obviously stupid or Riley for being the jerk Angel knew he was.
 
He decided to ignore the event for the moment, "you hungry?"
 
Spike was taken aback by Angel's calmness about his confession.  He didn't know what he had expected, anger or disappointment or something.  But he was hungry he had gotten caught up with the telly and forgotten to feed.
 
"What you got?" Spike asked jumping off the sofa.
 
"Pig's blood," Angel looked sideways at the irrepressible blond, "what?" he asked defensively at Spike's snort.
 
"Nothing," Spike rolled his eyes, "just gonna have to get some supplies is all, if I'm gonna stay here," he said as they headed for the kitchen.
 
"What sort of supplies?" after Spike's comment about hatching eggs Angel was not sure what to expect.
 
"Weetabix for a start can't have a balanced breakfast without my roughage," Spike grinned at Angel's disgusted face.
 
"You do it on purpose don't you?"
 
"What?"
 
"Don't play the innocent," Angel retorted, "you like to shock me."
 
"Course I do," Spike smirked, "it's my job."
 
"Really?" Angel raised an eyebrow.
 
"Somebody's got to stop your ego from over inflating, as your youngest childe it falls to me," Spike grinned unrepentant.
 
Angel rolled his eyes at Spike and grabbed some containers out of the fridge to heat up in the microwave.
 
Spike watched as Angel bustled around the kitchen heating their blood and finding mugs.  He was amazed that he was having a civil conversation with Angel, no fighting or snarking at each other. 
 
It made him a little bit nervous, he was used to the relationship the way it had been.  He hadn't liked it but he knew what to expect and could cope.  This was new and felt a bit like walking on broken glass, moving slowly and waiting for the pain.
 
In bed he had decided to take the plunge his dreams had been filled with both Angel and Xander making a choice very difficult.  He never expected anything with either of them so he was totally at a loss how to proceed.
 
They had suggested sharing and he had to admit it sounded pretty hot but the potential for getting his heart broken instantly doubled and he wasn't sure he could handle it.
 
Angel was his sire and his blood called to Spike so it would hurt even more when things went bad.  Losing Angelus had been hard the first time but they had run into each other through the years which kept the family link strong.  Spike enjoyed being a master vampire and making his own decisions but blood was blood and that link was important.
 
The link had suffered badly with Angelus' reappearance in Sunnydale.  Spike's resentment of Angelus' highhanded behaviour coupled with his frustration at being trapped in the wheelchair led Spike to actions that stretched the link to its limits.
 
He did not regret his bargain with the slayer; he had been telling the truth about liking the world the way it was even though he had been willing to do something similar with Dru just months before.  He would have done anything for his princess but in hindsight it was a pretty dumb idea.
 
Starting something with Angel put him at risk of losing what little status he had left with other demons.  The chip had left him at the mercy of others and he had made the choice to accept the slayer's charity rather than other demons knowing her sense of honour would protect him at less cost.
 
He had bargained away his dignity for the protection which was a smaller price than any demon would have demanded.  He had made many enemies over the decades with his behaviour and his few allies would not have supported him in his weakened state.  By the time he realised he could still hurt demons the deal had been made and Spike had stuck by it.
 
Returning to Angel he risked losing all his status and becoming a fledge again.  Angel was the alpha in the family but Spike was alpha in his own life.  He may have done everything for his princess but that was more acceptable in his own mind than bowing down to Angel.  To the outside he had been the leader simply indulging his mate.  Nobody would see it that way with Angel no matter who topped who.
 
So his dignity would demand he took Xander.  Even with the chip Spike would be dominant in the relationship and when it ended everyone would assume he had initiated the break up.  If he marked Xander then it would confuse any demons that encountered the boy as well since they would assume it had been done without his consent as what self respecting demon would ask before taking what they wanted?
 
Most demons didn't care what Spike was doing.  Most of demon society carried on with little care for what the slayer was doing.  Spike had no intention of removing the slayer or the watcher's delusions about their importance.  The only time a slayer made a blip on demon society was if she accidentally killed someone of importance and even then she often only got there before another demon anyway.
 
Vampires were half breeds and pretty low on the demon hierarchy despite their bravado.  Despite his work with the slayer Spike still carried on within the demon world with little problem.  If some demons despised him for his allegiance it was no different to the others that despised him for what he was or for the havoc he wrecked as William the Bloody.
 
So the human would do his status some good and he was warm and willing.  But humans were so fragile he would age and die if he didn't leave Spike first.
 
Spike sighed, what he really wanted was an equal, a mate that wasn't nutty as a fruit cake.  Just for once he wanted to be the entire focus of someone's attention for good reasons instead of bad.
 
Angel heard Spike sigh as he turned around to hand the blond a large mug of blood.  Spike looked so desolate Angel was worried, "are you okay?" he asked with concern.
 
"What?" Spike came out of his reverie and looked up.
 
"You sighed, I was worried something was wrong," Angel admitted.
 
"Just thinking is all," Spike downed the blood quickly and grimaced at the taste, "needs a bit of kick."
 
"What sort of kick?" Angel let himself be diverted.
 
"Your education has been sorely lacking," Spike grinned putting his thoughts aside, "I can see I am going to have to expose your palate to a greater variety of experiences if this is going to work."
 
"Does this mean..." Angel took in Spike's words with a hopeful look.
 
"Means nothing yet," Spike warned, "need to speak to you and the boy first."
 
"I'll call Xander," Angel finished his blood quickly and rinsed both mugs.  He practically ran out of the room to find the phone.
 
Spike shrugged and got out another container of blood, he had a feeling he was going to need all the strength he could get.
 
* * * * *
 
Xander was waiting not so patiently at the Magic Box when Angel called.  He muttered something lame to the others and shot out of the shop without a backwards glance.
 
Giles watched him go with a combination of amusement and worry.  What was happening between the three had the potential to get very bad very quickly and Giles was not sure who he was more worried for. 
 
Xander was so inexperienced in love he could build things up higher than they actually were.  Giles had seen how much Spike had mourned Buffy and realised the blond vampire gave everything of himself to a relationship which did not leave much left if it went wrong.  As for Angel, the obvious worry was the curse but more than that Giles had seen how deeply the dark vampire felt things and how little he believed he deserved anything good.
 
It really was a recipe for disaster and Giles just hoped they all survived the fallout.
 
* * * * *
 
Xander stopped outside the mansion and checked his hair, his breath and finally his pants.  He seemed to be permanently aroused since things had started with Angel and Spike.  It wouldn't be a bad state to be in if it wasn't for the embarrassment levels and the extra washing he had to do.
 
As ready as he would ever be Xander entered the mansion and went looking for the two vampires in his life.
 
They were waiting for Xander in Spike's rooms.  Angel was standing nervously in front of the fireplace and Spike was sprawled out on the sofa looking completely unconcerned.
 
Xander hesitated near the door trying to decide whether to sit or stand and where to do it.
 
Spike looked up at the boy and snorted with amusement.  With Angel's nervous fidgeting and Xander's indecisive hovering he felt like he was about to deliver sentence on them both.  It was an unusual situation to be in and he resisted the urge to giggle.
 
Xander settled on standing next to Angel.  They smiled uncertainly at each other and then turned to face Spike.
 
"Right," Spike uncoiled from the sofa and sat up, "here's how it's going to work.  I can't decide between the two of you so your suggestion of sharing is the way we're going to go," Angel and Xander smiled at each other and then stopped when Spike continued.
 
"There are going to have to be some ground rules though," Spike cautioned, "I don't bottom to humans sorry Xander.  Angel you are my sire but I am a master vampire in my own right so you have two choices; one we take it in turns or two we fight for it winner takes all.  Are you both alright with that?"
 
Xander nodded having fully expected the condition and had come to terms with his position in the relationship.  His late night fantasies were now filled with the images of being taken by both vampires and they did nothing to kill his libido so he was looking forward to it in a nervous way.
 
Angel had not considered who would take who in the relationship beyond the taking of Xander.  The sire in him had naturally assumed his position would be on top but at Spike's words he had to admit the concept of being taken by Spike was an attractive one, "let's try taking turns."
 
Spike stifled a sigh of relief at their easy acceptance of his first condition, "Secondly we have to all agree that when things end there will be no hard feelings and no blaming me."
 
Xander wasn't sure how he felt about planning the break up before anything had happened but he nodded in agreement.
 
Angel knew that Spike would not want to stay in any relationship with him and it saddened him but he nodded his acceptance.
 
Spike wasn't sure if he was happy or not that they agreed so readily but at least he had prepared for their eventual leaving.
 
"Lastly we have to decide what we tell the others about what we are doing," Spike said firmly, "I don't want any misunderstandings."
 
"Giles has an idea what is going on and he seems okay with it," Xander ventured.
 
"That sneaky bastard," Spike groused, "no wonder he looked so smug when he sent me here the other night."
 
"How much do you want to tell the others?" Angel asked, anxiously about word getting back to Cordelia and the others before he could tell them himself.
 
"Surely it is our business?" Xander added.
 
"Don't work that way and you know it," Spike frowned noting how neither appeared keen to let anyone know about them, "you both have friends who care about you.  If they get it into their heads that I am doing something bad to you or that a spell is involved I will be dust before anyone can explain," he wasn't bitter just realistic.
 
"Let's see where this goes and then decide what to tell them when we know ourselves," Angel suggested.
 
Spike nodded his agreement knowing that it would probably be over before anyone found out anyway.
 
"So now what?" Xander wanted to know.
 
"Maybe we kiss some more and see what happens?" Spike suggested.
 
In an instant Angel and Xander were on either side of Spike on the sofa both looking expectant and excited.
 
To his surprise Spike found he was taking control of the situation.  He turned and kissed Angel first letting one hand come up and hook Xander behind the neck so he would know he was next.
 
Spike broke the kiss and pulled Xander in for his.  Angel watched in dazed arousal as Xander practically climbed into Spike's lap to deepen the kiss.
 
Angel found that he liked watching Spike and Xander kiss especially when Spike leant against him and let him snake his arms around them both.
 
Spike felt Angel manoeuvre them until he was tucked between Angel's legs and Xander was draped over his while they continued to kiss.
 
Xander's hands skimmed across Spike's chest and then slid up to hold onto Angel's shoulders.  Angel let his hands cup Xander's buttocks and knead them gently.
 
Spike's buttocks were pressed against Angel's groin and he could feel Angel's hardness giving away how aroused his sire was.  Xander had his cock aligned with Spike's and was making small grinding movements as Spike plundered his mouth.
 
Xander broke off the kiss to catch his breath and met Angel's desire filled gaze.  He stretched up past Spike and pulled Angel's head down for a kiss.  It was a bit awkward but nobody seemed to mind, Xander could feel Spike's cock straining against him and he flexed his hips again to increase the friction.
 
Angel felt Xander's movements and increased his grip on the boy's buttocks to encourage him.
 
Xander slipped off the sofa slightly in his attempt to increase the pleasurable sensations and bumped teeth with Angel.  He jerked his head back and his chin impacted with Spike's head.
 
"Ouch," Spike complained and Xander grinned sheepishly before ducking down to kiss the pout off Spike's full lips.
 
Angel released his grip on Xander's buttocks and slipped his hands between Xander and Spike to tease their nipples.  Spike's hands were already there and they entwined fingers briefly before returning to a joint attack on the writhing human above them.
 
There were four hands running over his torso, twisting his nipples and brushing across his ribs.  One hand slipped under his shirt and ran lightly across his belly making him squirm.
 
This caused Xander to lose his balance again which drew a laugh from Spike and an indulgent smile from Angel.
 
"Can we go somewhere more comfortable?" Xander asked plaintively.
 
Spike thought for a moment things were moving faster than he had anticipated but it all felt so good he wasn't ready to stop so he nodded his agreement and lifted Xander off his body.
 
Xander let out a small shriek at being lifted so easily from the sofa and scrambled to his feet tugging Spike upright at the same time, unwilling to let go of the blond.
 
Angel stood with them and for a moment they stayed in position Spike the smallest of the three but the focus of the tableau.  Angel ran his hands down Spike's back watching him arch into the touch while Xander tweaked Spike's nipples drawing a hiss from the overwhelmed blond.
 
Shaking off the intense sensations Spike took control again and led both brunets into his bedroom.
 
Once there nobody was sure what to do next and they stood awkwardly until Spike huffed and peeled his jacket and tee shirt off.
 
"Might as well get comfortable," he grumbled totally unaware of the reaction he was getting from both Xander and Angel.
 
"God Spike you are spectacular," Xander breathed his fingers itching to touch the porcelain white skin.
 
Spike looked around and saw the matching expressions of desire.  He smiled with the knowledge that it was his body causing those looks.  He let his hands slide down his torso and hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his jeans.
 
Then he slid his hands down past his groin and down to his boots which he quickly removed.
 
Angel and Xander's eyes followed the path of his hands hungrily and Spike felt suddenly shy.
 
"You two are wearing too many clothes," he said gruffly, "take them off."
 
Xander blushed but obeyed, pulling his shirt over his head and resisting the urge to cover his body.  Angel removed his shirt much slower and folded it up neatly.  They both toed their shoes off and shoved them aside trying to maintain their balance and dignity as they did so.
 
Spike moved closer to Xander and ran his hands down the warm chest.  Angel stepped in behind Xander and copied Spike's movements on his back.
 
Xander shuddered at the cool hands on his overheated flesh.  His nipples peaked and he gasped when Spike rolled them between fingers and thumbs.
 
Spike captured Xander's lips with his own swallowing the gasp.  Angel bent his head and started to nibble along Xander's neck holding the boy up as his knees buckled under the onslaught.
 
Desperate for more Xander pushed Spike towards the bed, they fell in a heap on top of the silk sheets with Angel on top and Spike pinned at the bottom.
 
"Hey," Spike complained mildly not too upset at being covered by the warmth Xander was radiating, "hey," he complained again when Angel and Xander straddled his legs keeping him pinned.
 
"We're sharing you remember?" Xander grinned as he ran his hands down Spike's side.  Angel smirked at Spike's squirming and copied Xander's movements.
 
Two dark heads bent and sucked on his nipples and his hands gripped the sheets so he wouldn't grab both heads and pull them closer.
 
Tongues traced around his chest and ribs while hands stroked and caressed his flesh.
 
Xander and Angel met over Spike's belly and shared a kiss before Xander mounted an assault on Spike's bellybutton and Angel returned to the still puckered nipples, this time biting the nubs gently and teasing them to pebble hardness.
 
Xander's tongue dipped into Spike's bellybutton and swirled around dipping in and out like he was trying to fuck the small indentation.
 
Spike was lost in the sensations attacking his body, he had given up trying to hold onto the sheets and now his hands reached out blindly to touch skin not caring who or what.
 
Xander's tongue laved down to the waistband of Spike's jeans paying particular attention to the curves of his pelvic bone.
 
When Xander's hands fumbled open Spike's jeans Spike stilled but he relaxed again when Angel moved up to kiss him insensible.
 
Xander slid the zipper down slowly to reveal Spike's rapidly filling cock unrestrained by underwear and the dusting of hairs around the balls.  He had never touched another cock before, had really only seen quick glimpses in shared showers and magazines. 
 
Now he had a real one under his hands and he wasn't going to waste the opportunity.  Slightly longer than his own it was also uncircumcised the head peeping out of the skin more and more as he touched it.
 
Xander's tentative fingertip touches were going to drive Spike insane, if Angel didn't have his hands pinned above his head while kissing him Spike would have grabbed the boy's hands and made him stroke firmly.
 
As it was he could only writhe in pleasure and make small movements with his hips to try and encourage more touching.
 
From Spike's movements Xander could only assume he was doing something right.  Continuing his explorations Xander stroked the fine hairs that dusted Spike's balls and hefted them in his hand to feel their weight.
 
Whatever Xander was doing to Spike was obviously good by the small sounds he was making into Angel's mouth and the enthusiastic way he was responding to Angel's lips. 
 
He had pinned Spike's hands after the blond had refused to stay still and let him concentrate.  Spike had kept running his hands over Angel's chest distracting the elder vampire from what he was doing, certainly it was a good distraction but he was enjoying himself.
 
Anxious for more Xander manoeuvred Spike's jeans off completely and ran his hands back up the slim legs to return his attention to the cock that now bounced gently off Spike's belly.
 
Spike broke the kiss with Angel to demand more, exactly what he wanted he was not sure but he just wanted more of it.
 
Angel and Xander shared a look of smug pride at how they had driven Spike to inarticulate babbling and then they both shucked off their trousers and underwear to match Spike's nakedness.
 
Angel slid down Spike's body on one side and Xander mirrored him on the other.  Together they explored Spike's body taking turns to kiss the muttered demands away from Spike's mouth.
 
Two hands were stroking his cock and fondling his balls, one cool and one warm.  The sensation was incredible, neither was very confident but both were enthusiastic.
 
Every time he opened his mouth someone would kiss him which was not a bad thing at all.
 
Determined to move things along a bit Spike reached out and found the two hard shafts poking into his hips.
 
At the first touch of a cool hand on his cock Xander nearly exploded instantly.  He had been vaguely aware of his own erection but had been so focused on Spike he had paid it little attention.  Now it throbbed in the cool grasp and he could not stop himself from thrusting to increase the contact.
 
When Spike's hand closed around his shaft Angel moaned into the soft coolness of Spike's mouth and increased his own grip on Spike's cock.
 
Spike sighed with satisfaction, his actions had achieved the desired effect and his cock was now being touched firmly with long strokes that pulled his foreskin right back and exposed the sensitive head.
 
A warm thumb was rubbing over his slit while the rest of the hand cupped the head forming a loose cavity that the other cooler hand fucked with his cock.
 
Angel and Xander shifted to allow Spike better access to their cocks and to share a kiss.
 
Spike looked up to see the two lock lips above him and knew he was not far off orgasm.
 
"Help me," he ordered the two, "stroke yourselves as well."
 
Kneeling over Spike again Angel watched the blond intently as he entwined their hands over his cock.  Spike's cock was a deep pink colour and a glistening trail of pre-cum decorated his belly.
 
Angel's own cock was leaking and he used the fluid to coat his shaft making their hands slid easier over the pulsing length.
 
Angel turned to Xander noting the boy was not far from release.  His breathing was laboured and his pupils dilated to twice their size.  Sweat shone on his skin and heat poured off his body.
 
Xander's gaze was fixed on the hands stroking Spike's cock and the fluid on the cool pale belly.  He licked his lips as if he could taste Spike's pre-cum and Angel got another surge of arousal at the thought of that tongue and mouth wrapped around his cock.
 
Hands moved faster now in unison they pulled and stroked bringing all three to the brink of orgasm.
 
Xander fell over first with a grunt and a small yelp he spilt his load over Spike's cock and splashed the blond's belly with the force of his release.
 
The feeling of Xander's cum splattering over his cock and Xander's hand tightening on his shaft was enough for Spike to cum with a short howl letting his game face out as he did so and covering Xander and Angel's hands with his cum.
 
The sight of Spike's game face had never been so erotic to Angel, the golden eyes and ridged brow called to the brunet's own demon.  But it was the sight of Xander bringing his cum covered hand to his mouth and licking the mingled released tentatively that finished Angel.  He shot over Spike's body and caught Xander's thigh with his cum, marking both as his.
 
Xander and Angel collapsed beside Spike hands still cupping softening erections.
 
Xander considered the mingled taste of cum, it was not unpleasant and he wondered if it would taste good shot down his throat.
 
Angel grabbed Xander's hand and brought it to his own mouth.  Delicately he took one finger inside and sucked the combined juices off savouring the flavour with enjoyment.  Then he took Xander's hand down to Spike's mouth and fed some to the blond who was still in demon guise.
 
Spike shared the taste curiously, he had tasted his own before but never another's.  Just like blood it appeared cum tasted unique to the body and Spike had the feeling he would always recognise the scent and taste of both Angel and Xander from now on.
 
Xander was in a daze, it had been nothing like how he had fantasised it was so much better in the flesh if messier than he anticipated.  The vampire at his side was cool against his heated skin and he was anchored by Angel's arm stretched out over Spike to touch him.
 
It was comfortable and he wanted nothing more than to curl up beside both strong bodies and go to sleep but his cock had other ideas stirring again under Spike's hand.
 
They were lying in a sticky heap and Xander's heat was pleasant against his arm.  Angel didn't really want to move but had the feeling that they should get cleaned up before they got stuck together.
 
Spike stretched languidly enjoying the post-orgasmic glow when he felt Angel shift restlessly.  He came down from his high with a thump.  As he had expected Angel couldn't wait to get away now that he had gotten the whole thing out of his system, no doubt the boy would want to slink away too as soon as he woke up.
 
Angel felt Spike's tension and worried that the blond was disgusted by what had happened and wouldn't want to continue.  What had happened had been amazing but Angel knew there could be so much more.
 
"We should get washed up before we get stuck together," Angel murmured into Spike's ear, "have you tried out your bathroom yet?" he tried to keep his tone light.
 
"I have a bathroom?" Spike relaxed a little when Angel did not immediately flee the room in disgust.
 
"What did you think that door over there was?" Angel indicated with his head, "I know how much you like being clean."
 
"What about the boy?" Spike looked down at the sleeping Xander.
 
"Let him rest," Angel suggested, "we can bathe him later," he didn't add that he wanted some time with Spike to himself.
 
They slipped out of the bed and covered Xander with a sheet then snuck into the large ornate bathroom Angel had installed.
 
Spike's eyes widened at the sight of the huge walk-in shower and the large claw bath in the centre of the room.
 
"Shower or bath?" Angel asked keeping his hand resting lightly in the small of Spike's back.  He didn't want to pressure the blond if he wasn't interested but found it impossible not to touch.
 
Spike relaxed some more as Angel showed no sign of being disgusted with him and considered the question.  He loved lounging in a bath but was not sure Angel would be comfortable sharing with him so intimately so he suggested the shower as it was big enough for them both and more.
 
Angel was disappointed that Spike chose the shower he had been looking forward to sharing a relaxing bath with his childe but he figured Spike wanted to get back to Xander so he didn't protest and switched the water on to heat up.
 
Spike took the opportunity to turn to Angel, "so?" he asked questioningly.
 
"So what?" Angel teased.
 
"Am I out of your system now?  Do we go back to normal?" Spike didn't know why he was asking now but he had to know.
 
"No," Angel admitted, "I don't think you will ever be out of my system, don't you want to continue?" he asked anxiously.
 
"Think I might," Spike reached out and ran his hand down Angel's arm, "just wasn't sure if you..." his voice trailed off.
 
"I know our history is not the best and you have no reason to believe me but I want this," Angel kissed Spike gently, "and I want more."
 
"Good," Spike returned the kiss and pushed Angel into the shower.
 
Angel had chosen products that smelt nice hoping Spike would enjoy them as much as he did.  Not girly scents or anything just nice smells.
 
Spike sniffed appreciatively at the body wash he found and poured a generous amount into his hand.  Turning to Angel he proceeded to rub the wash into Angel's chest and back as far as he could reach.
 
Spike's touch felt wonderful with the soapy bubbles his hands skimmed across Angel's skin and the dark vampire shivered with desire.  Spike let the bubbles fall onto Angel's rapidly rising cock grinning at the picture it presented.
 
Angel groaned and pulled Spike up against his body to rub the soap onto him. 
 
Spike slipped his hands around Angel's waist and let them drop down to cup his sire's buttocks.
 
Spike's touch was doing something incredible to Angel's cock even though the blond had not even touched it.  His fingers brushed down the cleft in Angel's buttocks and Angel shivered again.
 
There was so much wrong with what Spike was doing to make it feel all the more right and Angel spread his legs slightly to give Spike easier access.
 
"Can I join you?" a tentative voice came from the doorway.
 
Xander had woken disorientated at first but the memories came flooding back and he felt abandoned in the big bed on his own.  He heard the sound of a shower and went to investigate.
 
The sight that greeted him was so arousing he forgot to feel left out and just wanted to get closer.  The two vampires were standing under the water flow bubbles covering their bodies' hands caressing each other.  Spike's hand was between Angel's cheeks giving Xander a hint of the puckered entrance hidden there.
 
"Come on in pet," Spike grinned around Angel, "there's plenty of room."
 
Xander took no further urging and slipped into the shower with his lovers.

 
TBC... just the real porn to go now.