Title: Wanting Him Part Seven
 
Author: Lilithangel
 
Email: abchainey@xtra.co.nz
 
Website: www.livejournal.com/users/lilithbint
 
Fandom: BtVS/AtS
 
Genre: smut
 
Characters: Spike/Angel/Xander
 
Rating/Warnings: contains boy on boy sex.
 
Summary: Set between BtVS Season 5 and 6 and AtS Season 2, they don't bring Buffy back but Angel finds out that Spike is still helping the Scoobies and wants to know why.  Xander is developing feelings for Spike and Angel doesn't like that.
 
What's a lonely heterosexual (mostly) vampire to do?
 
Angel is Spike's sire in this one, just for a change.

 
Part Seven – just plain sex, although what's plain about three men going at it like monkeys?
 
* * * * *
 
The shower had been good but now they were all aroused again.  They made it back to the bedroom and Xander self-consciously pulled a tube of lube from his jeans pocket.
 
This brought the realisation home to all of them what the next step was.  Xander found he was taking the lead when neither Angel nor Spike seemed to know what to do next.
 
This was where he defined the roles in the triangle; Xander had the feeling that who took who in the next moments would set a pattern for the future.  He knew where he wanted to be but if Spike took him then Angel would be behind Spike and that would leave Angel calling the shots unless...
 
Xander climbed onto the bed, squirted some lube onto his hand and reached behind to prepare himself.
 
Spike and Angel watched avidly as Xander slipped first one and then two fingers into his arse relatively easily.  They looked at his face for signs of discomfort but after the first grunt on entry it did not seem to hurt him at all.
 
Xander was on his knees arching back, his own cock bouncing against his belly forgotten as he pushed a third finger inside stretching himself for Spike's cock.
 
Xander beckoned to Spike, "Spike I want you to..."
 
Spike stumbled against the edge of the bed in his haste to get closer while Angel continued to watch hungrily.
 
Xander reached over and stroked Spike's cock with his still slick hand and a panicked look crossed Spike's face as he realised what he was about to do.
 
He was going to fuck Xander and Xander was going to let him.  His cock was so hard Spike got worried that he would barely last long enough to get inside.
 
Xander took Spike's hand and guided it to his entrance which was still stretched from his earlier efforts.  Spike's cock looked a lot larger than he had realised and it was a bit daunting to think of being impaled on it but he wanted it to happen and he wanted Spike to be his first so he brought the blond vampire closer.
 
Tentatively Spike explored the puckered flesh, it was not the first time he had participated in anal play but definitely his first with another male.  Spike pushed a finger inside impressed at how easily it slipped inside the warm darkness.
 
He added another finger and turned them slowly inside the passage watching Xander intently.  Xander's head was thrown back a look of pleasure on his face.  Emboldened by this Spike added a third and spread his fingers out to stretch Xander further.
 
Xander hissed with pleasure and Angel was drawn to get a closer look at the action.  Xander looked ecstatic and Angel could not resist leaning down to kiss the young man.
 
Xander kissed Angel back pleased that everyone was getting into position for what he had planned next.  Then he forgot everything as Spike began moving his fingers in and out adding more slick to press in deeper.
 
Xander groaned into Angel's kiss his hands grabbing at the elder vampire's shoulders to stay upright.
 
Spike was slicking up his cock in anticipation of the next step.  The lube reduced sensation enough that he did not think he would embarrass himself.
 
Xander broke the kiss panting with desire.  Spike withdrew his fingers slowly watching Xander's reaction.
 
Xander sighed with loss as Spike's fingers withdrew and he turned onto his hands and knees quickly presenting his arse to Spike.
 
Spike ran his hands over Xander's rump and spread the young man's cheeks apart.  He looked up to meet Angel's eyes as he positioned his cock against the still tight entrance.
 
Fascinated by the sight Angel reached over and grasped Spike's shaft helping him push past the first ring of muscle.
 
Xander bit into a pillow, the head of Spike's cock was far larger than anything he had had there before.  The large butt plug had a tapered point for ease of entry so this was a bit of a shock.  Xander didn't want to trigger Spike's chip so he fisted his own cock and concentrated on the increasing pleasure as Spike breached him further.
 
Angel watched his brown eyes almost black with desire as Spike slid deeper and Xander pushed back as his muscles relaxed around Spike's shaft.
 
"Shit," Spike swore, "so bloody hot and tight, feels like you're strangling me but in a good way," his grip tightened on Xander's hips.
 
Fully embedded Spike held completely still unwilling to move until he knew it would not hurt Xander.
 
Xander took several deep breaths waiting for his body to become accustomed to the invasion.  When it began to feel more comfortable he shifted back a bit more and felt Spike's balls brush against his buttocks and knew Spike was fully inside him now.
 
Angel and Spike were sharing a kiss above him and Xander clenched around Spike's cock to draw the attention back to him.
 
Spike began to thrust shallowly almost only rocking against Xander's hips.
 
"Angel," Xander called the brunet huskily.  Angel moved around to the front and had his cock grabbed firmly by the determined young man, "I want your cock," Xander demanded.
 
Angel knelt in front of Xander cock in hand.  Xander gave in to the desire that had been building in him since he tasted the others cum earlier.  He licked across the head of Angel's cock and suckled the round head into his mouth.
 
Angel held completely still letting Xander decide how much to take despite his own desire to push himself into the welcoming warmth.
 
Xander slid his mouth deeper onto Angel's cock with every swallow until he could feel the gag reflex kicking in and he eased back sucking hard on the upstroke.
 
Xander was pushing back harder on Spike's cock so he started to thrust faster.  The head of his cock pushed against a soft nub of flesh deep inside Xander and Spike was gratified to note the enthusiastic response from the boy.
 
Xander hadn't been sure if Spike would hit his prostate the way the plug did so when the tingle shot up his spine he pushed back to make Spike do it again clenching around the shaft tightly.
 
Soon they had a rhythm going.  Angel braced against the wall, Xander being bounced up and down his cock by Spike's thrusts into the boy's arse.
 
Spike reached down under Xander to stroke the neglected cock hanging there.  Xander's knees were trembling with the strain and Spike could see his arms shaking.
 
"You need to lie down pet?" Spike managed to stop thrusting long enough to ask.
 
Xander thought about it for a moment then nodded when another position came to mind.
 
Reluctantly Spike pulled slowly out of Xander's passage watching the muscles release their grip just as reluctantly.
 
Xander gave Angel's cock one last suck and then let it fall free so he could turn over onto his back and lift his legs up.
 
Spike raised Xander's hips up and pushed back inside pleased to note that Xander accepted him back without trouble.  He held onto Xander's legs and started to thrust harder than before confident now the human was feeling no pain.
 
Angel had stayed where he was kneeling by Xander's head.  He was slowly fisting his own cock as he watched the action.  Xander dropped his head back and started licking Angel's balls convincing the dark vampire to straddle his face.
 
Xander let his tongue lave down behind Angel's sac pressing hard against the spot that corresponded to the position of Angel's prostate.
 
Angel couldn't believe how intense the feeling was where Xander was licking.  Sensation bounced up his spine and straight down his cock releasing a stream of pre-cum.
 
Xander could tell by Angel's groan that he had hit the sweet spot and took the opportunity to run his tongue around Angel's puckered opening teasing the nerves there without penetrating.
 
Angel needed his cock sucked quickly; the things Xander was doing to him were so intense he knew he was going to cum soon.
 
Angel turned around and presented his leaking cock to Xander's willing mouth.
 
Xander was in heaven impaled between the two vampires.  None of his fantasies came close to the reality of Spike's cock hitting his prostate with every thrust and the feel and taste of Angel's cock in his mouth.
 
Spike watched as Xander licked and sucked at Angel's balls and arse.  The expression on Angel's face alternated between bliss and shock and new sensations were added to his overloaded brain.
 
Xander was flexing around Spike's cock and he could feel his orgasm building fast.  Spike let Xander's legs drop around his waist where they promptly hooked around his back urging his thrusts on.
 
He reached and caught Xander's cock in a firm grip stroking it in time with his own thrusts.
 
Xander came with a howl around Angel's cock and his muscles clamped down on Spike's shaft as he rode out the orgasm shooting his warm seed over Angel's back.
 
Angel felt the warm spatter on his skin and felt his own balls tighten.  He thrust deeper into Xander's relaxed mouth feeling his head touch the back of Xander's throat.
 
Spike directed Xander's shot over Angel enjoying the sight of the creamy liquid marking his sire.  Angel had risen up on his knees to thrust in deeper, exposing himself to Spike's interested gaze.
 
Spike gathered up some of Xander's cum and ran one finger down Angel's crack.  Carefully he pushed one finger in to the first knuckle to gage Angel's reaction.
 
Angel was aware of Spike's actions but Xander's wet mouth felt so good he barely noticed the initial intrusion.  The sense of being filled was more intense than he had expected.  When he flexed his hips he pushed himself further onto Spike's finger and it was enough for him to fill Xander's mouth with cum.
 
Xander had little warning of Angel's release but Angel was so deep in his throat he had no choice but to swallow the thick strands barely able to taste them.
 
It was all too much for Spike and he came with a growl finger still embedded in Angel's arse.
 
"Spike," Angel gasped out as he felt Xander swallow his juice and Spike pushed a finger deeper into his arse.
 
They held positions until all three were drained and they collapsed in a heap of limbs.
 
* * * * *
 
A second shower saw Xander on his knees trying to take both cocks into his mouth at once before being lifted up by Spike and impaled on Angel.  Clinging like a limpet to Angel's large body while Spike's hands held his cheeks apart watching Angel slide in and out.
 
Then before the water ran cold watching as Angel sucked Spike's cock for the first time.  The larger vampire kneeling like a supplicant in front of Spike's shaking body demonstrating the value of not having to breathe.
 
Spike had to brace himself against Xander when Angel slid down his body and took his cock and swallowed it.  Never would Spike have ever imagined this scene not even in his darkest fantasies.  Angel took to deep throating like a duck to water making Spike feel like his will was being sucked out through his dick.
 
Angel never realised how much power there was in giving pleasure to another.  Spike was babbling incoherently as he sucked the blond, looking up he watched Spike's expressive face display rampant need and arousal.
 
Angel slipped a hand around and tapped one finger against Spike's tight hole.  It twitched at the touch and he was able to push inside slightly.  Spike's hips flexed at the contact and Angel took more of Spike's cock into his mouth.
 
His dick and arse both ached with arousal and he didn't know which he needed satisfied first.  Part of him wanted to bury himself deep inside Spike and another part was begging to be impaled and taken to know he belonged to someone totally.
 
The choice was made when Spike pulled him off his knees and kissed him hard before backing him out of the shower and bending him over the bathtub.
 
Xander who had been watching with cock in hand rushed back from the bedroom holding the lube.
 
Giving in to Xander's mute appeal Spike allowed the young brunet to slick up his cock and then apply more lube to Angel's exposed opening.
 
By the warmth Angel knew it was Xander who was preparing him for Spike.  Again he knew he should not allow a human such liberties but it felt incredible especially when Xander twisted a finger and brushed across a spot inside that sent spots dancing across his eyes.
 
Then he felt Spike's blunt head press against his entrance and he tried not to stiffen.  He wanted more of what he had felt with Xander's fingers and he wanted it to be Spike's cock that caused it.
 
He knew he was begging and couldn't find it in himself to care when Spike pushed home.  When Xander slipped underneath and took his cock in his mouth again Angel was lost.  The edges of the bath dug into his arms and the floor was cold underfoot but he didn't care.
 
Spike was fucking his sire and his sire was pushing back.  Spike was operating in a daze of pleasure uncertain if it was all a delusion or not.  Angel was tight and slick with lube and felt like silk around Spike's cock.
 
It did not take long until he was clawing at Angel's back and pounded the elder vampire hard knowing he could not break his sire like he could the fragile human who seemed to be handling Angel's cock without a problem.
 
His second orgasm was stronger than the first knowing it was his sire he was fucking.
 
Angel obviously enjoyed it too by the sounds of swallowing coming from Xander.
 
Spike pulled his softening cock free of Angel reluctantly and watched in shock when Xander crawled up and sucked his cock clean bringing it back to semi hardness yet again.
 
Xander did not know what possessed him to clean Spike's cock the way he did but he was caught in the moment and wanted to make sure Spike did not forget him.
 
They cleaned Angel up and made it back to the bed where they all collapsed in sated bliss. 
 
Xander had expected Spike to be in the middle but it appeared both vampires wanted to wrap themselves around his warmth.  His last conscious thought was that there were far worse places to be and then he fell into an exhausted sleep.
 
The two vampires found it impossible to stay awake after everything that had happened, Spike pulled a sheet over them all and they joined Xander in sleep.
 
* * * * *
 
Spike and Angel stared at each other over Xander's tousled head neither sure what they wanted to say and both nervous about what the other would say.
 
"So..." Angel started.
 
"So..." Spike agreed, "What was it like?" he asked curiously.
 
"Being..." if Angel could have blushed he would have, "it was amazing," he admitted.
 
"And you didn't mind sucking me..." it was Spike's turn to look embarrassed.
 
"No," Angel smiled, "you don't taste too bad at all."
 
"Good," Spike nodded absently his eyes on the human sleeping between them.
 
Angel felt a pang of sadness that Spike was drawn more to Xander but accepted that would be the case.  He and Spike had too much history between them for true intimacy as much as he wished otherwise.
 
"We will have to give the lad a break," Spike commented, "don't want to damage him permanent like.  Lucky we're vampires," he grinned leaning over to kiss Angel quickly.  He still wasn't sure how much intimacy Angel wanted from him.
 
Angel took heart from the tentative kiss hopeful that it meant Spike had some feelings for him.  He was still unsure about his own feelings for Spike.  He wanted the blond in his life but had no idea how that would work.  Was it love?  He wasn't sure he knew what love really felt like but he understood need and he needed Spike.
 
Spike wasn't sure if Angel welcomed the kiss or not.  His sire had a strange look on his face, if he had been human Spike would have guessed constipated but since he wasn't Spike had to assume Angel was thinking too much again.
 
"Want you to fuck me Angel," he whispered, "want to feel what it is you and Xander felt, want to know what it is like and I want you to be the one who does it."
 
Angel wanted to howl his triumph, Spike wanted to be fucked by him.  His childe trusted him enough to let him give the blond all the same pleasures he had received.
 
Spike smirked; he knew that little bombshell would shake Angel out of the funk of too much thinking.  His sire was a world-class brooder and Spike wouldn't have him any other way.
 
Angel leant over and hungrily devoured Spike's mouth crushing Xander between them and waking the sleeping boy.
 
"Hey," Xander complained, "human here got to breathe remember?"
 
Laughing Spike pulled back from Angel and kissed Xander on the forehead, "Angel's gonna fuck me," he explained to the still half asleep Xander, "Want you to suck me while he does it."
 
Xander woke up completely at the suggestion blushing and getting hard all at once.
 
Spike pushed the covers away and got onto his hands and knees, "probably best to do it this way," he said casually, hiding his trepidation as best he could.
 
Angel could tell by the tiny shudders how nervous Spike was about this step and he was too.  Being fucked by Spike had opened Angel's eyes to how good sex with another male could be and he wanted Spike to experience the same thing.
 
Xander could tell both vampires were nervous about what they were doing which struck him as a bit odd considering they had been doing it all night.  It served to remind him that he really knew very little about the relationship between them and how young he was in comparison.
 
It made Xander sad but he was not about to let that stop him getting a ringside seat for the action and a mouthful of Spike's cock. 
 
Xander could not stop the small giggle that escaped when he realised what he was thinking.
 
"What's so funny?" Angel demanded.
 
"It just dawned on me how insane I would have thought I had gone even two months ago if I had been able to see this," Xander grinned, "now I am planning to get a mouthful of vampire for myself."
 
"More than just a mouthful," Spike huffed but with a smile as Xander's words eased the tension, "as you well know."
 
Angel went to grab the lube from where Spike had tossed it in the bathroom earlier.  Returning to the bed he found Xander lying underneath Spike his mouth wrapped around Spike's erection sucking enthusiastically.
 
Spike was using one hand to pump Xander's cock while his tongue lapped up the pre-cum. 
 
It was a spectacular sight and Angel paused to watch for a moment until the demands of his own cock drew his attention.  He moved to kneel behind Spike as fondled the blond's balls as Xander worked the shaft.
 
From not being interested in men Angel could still not comprehend wanting two, especially Spike.  But he did and his cock certainly did.
 
Angel uncapped the lube and poured a generous amount onto his cock then poured even more onto the cleft of Spike's arse.  Worried about hurting Spike he squirted too much out and a large blob dripped down onto Xander's hair.
 
Angel choked off a laugh at Xander's muffled protest and rubbed the blob into Xander's hair before continuing to slick up his cock.
 
Then he turned his attention to Spike spreading the lube down between Spike's buttocks Angel was pleased to note the small shivers of desire that followed his finger.
 
He remembered how it had felt to be prepared and copied the actions with Spike, slowly pushing one finger inside and waiting for Spike to adjust before adding a second.
 
Spike had expected to be more nervous about being fucked but the sensation overload working on his body convinced him that it would be all right and the gentle way Angel was treating him encouraged him further.
 
Two fingers felt like he was filled to the brim but his body relaxed and the third felt even better.  Angel was preparing him with as much care as he had done and for the first time Spike truly began to believe that Angel did care for him and he did matter to his sire.
 
Then the touch of the head of Angel's cock against his entrance threw all rational thought out of his mind.
 
Angel pushed inside Spike slowly and carefully still shaken by the trust Spike was showing in him.  Spike was incredibly tight his muscles clenching around Angel's shaft.
 
Angel pushed until he was completely sheathed in Spike's tightness and then stopped to give Spike time to adjust.
 
Spike had lost his grip on Xander's cock as he concentrated on the feeling of Angel filling him.  He was braced on either side of Xander's hips and the young brunet's cock was now bouncing in front of his face.
 
Xander had stopped sucking on Spike's cock to watch Angel slide inside Spike.  He was mesmerised by the sight of Angel's cock slowly disappearing into Spike's stretched arse.  None of the pornos he had watched had excited him as much as seeing the act up close and personal.
 
The surprise feeling of Spike's mouth on his cock brought Xander back to what he was doing and he latched onto the cock brushing his lips moaning his approval around the thick head.
 
Spike had been unable to resist the weeping cock, the pre-cum had tasted pretty good and he was curious to see if he could drive Xander to distraction.
 
Angel could tell by the movements of Spike's head that he was sucking Xander off.  He began to thrust his hips gently in time with Spike's bobs and all three quickly got into a mutually satisfying rhythm of sucking and fucking.
 
Angel was hitting his prostate with every stroke and Spike realised he wouldn't last long under the joint stimulation of arse and cock.  Experimentally he clenched the muscles around Angel's cock and was rewarded by Angel stuttering off rhythm and starting to pant.
 
Spike chuckled around his mouthful of Xander cock and caused it to twitch in response.
 
Xander redoubled his efforts on Spike as he felt his own orgasm building.  He couldn't believe how many times he had cum already and suspected he wouldn't be able to walk much the next day.
 
Angel held off his release as long as he could, wanting to prolong the connection with Spike but Spike's orgasm shuddered around his cock and the stimulation was too much.
 
Xander's mouth was full of Spike's cum when he saw Angel's legs start to shake and he watched the dark vampire thrust one last time into Spike.  Spike howled his pleasure around Xander and it was enough to send the brunet over the edge with the vampires.
 
Somehow they managed not to collapse on each other.  Angel stayed inside Spike until his cock slipped free on its own and he fell sideways holding the blond tightly as Xander slipped out from under them both and joined them.
 
"We're going to have to shower again," Angel murmured into Spike's hair.
 
"Have to wait for the water to heat up again," Spike grinned remembering how they ran the water cold.
 
"And we need to eat," Xander's stomach punctuated his statement with a rumbling growl.
 
The other two laughed as Xander blushed but Angel had to agree, "You still need to feed more," he scolded Spike.
 
"Yes dad," Spike rolled his eyes.
 
"He's right Spike," Xander looked at the naked vampire, "you are way too skinny."
 
"Did I just get two mothers instead of lovers?" Spike demanded secretly pleased that they seemed to care about his wellbeing.
 
"Is that what we are, lovers?" Xander couldn't hide the goofy grin at Spike's words.
 
"I think so," Spike looked pointedly at the evidence splashed all over them.
 
Angel let his hand rest comfortably in the hollow below Spike's hip and just hoped that the good feelings would stay.
 
Spike's mind was a whirl of thoughts and emotions as the events of the last few days kept trying to sort themselves out.  He sighed wishing things could stay the way they were right at that moment but knowing that he seldom got what he wished for.
 
Xander heard the sigh and began to worry that Spike was already regretting what they had done.  He had hoped for longer to build something with the blond vampire but had accepted that had changed with the arrival of Angel on the scene but still, he had hoped...
 
Angel was caught up in his own memories and fears for the future.  He wanted Spike in his life and it was obvious that Xander had to be part of the deal.  He found he didn't really mind the idea but it added another complication to the list.
 
How much time could they have together with him in L.A., how would the others react to the relationship, how would he cope with the worry about Spike's chip getting him hurt but could he in all conscience consider helping to get it removed?
 
Spike could feel the tension building in the bed and cursed, "Bloody hell, we couldn't even make one night.  We had to be insane to think this could work."
 
"What do you mean?" Xander asked in a panic, "nothing wrong is it, we're all fine, don't you want it to work?" he babbled.
 
"What I want doesn't matter," Spike answered roughly.
 
"Of course it matters," Angel interrupted, "that is why we are here."
 
Spike snorted at Angel's words still not really believing that it was about him at all.
 
"If you don't want us here we'll go," Angel said, "we promised we would abide by your decision but please don't be too hasty.  This is all new to all of us it is going to take time to get used to."
 
Spike was still not sure he believed Angel but his sire looked so earnest about things he knew that at that moment Angel believed what he was saying.
 
"This is a big change for all of us," Xander added, "it won't be easy but nothing worth anything is easy."
 
"You think it is worth the grief you will get from your friends assuming you want to tell your friends?" Spike demanded.
 
"You are worth everything," Xander reassured him, "anyway Giles already knows some of what is going on and Wills knows I am bi, Dawn won't care she will probably think it is cute," Spike and Xander shared a look of mutual understanding at the thought of Dawn's reaction, "nobody else matters."
 
"My lot in L.A. won't be thrilled," Angel confessed, "but they'll get over it.  We've been through worse."
 
"So the cheerleader won't mind that her ex-squeeze and her boss are bumping uglies with the evil undead?" Spike looked sceptical, "and the watcher will be all joyful about you risking your soul?"
 
"I didn't say it would be easy but I think it's worth it," Angel replied.
 
"Really worth it?" Spike felt another glimmer of hope.  He didn't think it would be as easy as Angel made out but was pleased that Angel wanted to think so.
 
"Don't you?" Angel countered, he knew it would be difficult but he really wanted Spike to want it as much as he did.
 
"It just might be if you mean what you say, I haven't had as long as you to get used to the idea," Spike admitted.
 
A hundred years of history weighed heavily in their eyes as they stared at each other.  Both wanted to believe what the other was saying and maybe take a risk on starting something new.
 
Xander's rumbling stomach interrupted the moment and they both relaxed a little more confident that they might stand a chance.
 
A forlorn Xander watched the interaction between Spike and Angel with a sinking heart.  It didn't feel like there was any room for him in that gaze.  He didn't want to call attention to his situation but his stomach betrayed him.
 
There was a laughing and tender look in Spike's eyes when he turned to Xander which turned the boy soft inside.  Angel looked amused at Xander's involuntary reaction and Xander suddenly felt a part of things again.
 
"We need to feed you up," Spike leered, "otherwise you are likely to collapse under the strain of what we intend to do to you."
 
Xander blushed at Spike's comment drawing a laugh from Angel who then turned to Spike, "he's not the only one," Angel added.
 
"All right," Spike huffed, "enough already.  I'll feed, dad."
 
Reluctantly they all got out of the bed to find clothes and food keeping close together as if they were afraid the others would leave.
 
When they were all sitting on Spike's sofa breakfast in hand Spike looked around with something close to satisfaction.  He felt safe and wanted and for the first time since the Glory incident he felt that he could sleep at nights.
 
"We can make this work," Angel said confidently as they finished eating.
 
"Yeah," Xander agreed, "we've survived apocalypses we can survive coming out as a threesome to our friends."
 
"I hope so," Spike sighed, experience had taught him not to expect good things but this time he could only hope.
 
Well at least they could try.

 
 

A/N: there will be a sequel for the boys as they try to adapt to the new relationship and deal with their friends reactions.  I just have to finish some other sequels first...