Title: Changes Series: A NEW LIFE Author: MarieC Email: mariecynthia2003@yahoo.com Feedback: Please. Be gentle: this is my first fic Archive: None Pairing: Spike/Angel Spoilers: Spike is chipped; Angel is Spike's Sire; No Fred or Connor; Buffy did not die Rating: R Warning: Transgender fic, mentions of rape Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters. They belong to Joss Whedon, ME, WB, UPN, etc. Note: I would like to thank Shamenka for inspiring my first foray into fanfic! Also, many thanks to Ghostsforge for beta help and answering numerous technical questions. 7/7 Angel returned downstairs to see if there was any progress on the Demon front. 'Giles,' he began, 'have you discovered anything?' 'Very little, I'm afraid.' he replied as he removed his glasses. 'There is a drawing in this text,' Giles held up the musty, ancient publication to show Angel, 'but, the information is scarce. There is a mention of the poisonous bite of the creature. However, I do not find any evidence that the venom is capable of gender altering properties. I-I have a few friends left at the Watcher's Council. The library there is vast. They are bound to contain some writings with references to this Demon.' 'Thank you for your help, Giles.' Angel settled onto the couch. He placed his head back and brought his hands over his face. 'How is Spike?' Giles asked. 'She's resting,' Angel replied as he scanned the room. 'Where's Xander?' 'He went to Anya's. He knew Spike was sleeping so he informed me he would return later.' 'That's good. I need her to rest before we return to LA. It will make the trip easier.' Angel stated. 'Y-You are returning to Los Angeles...with her?' Giles asked in a surprised tone. 'Well...of course.' Angel stated firmly but politely. 'Is that what she requested?' 'I think it's what's best.' Giles anger began to rise. 'Spike's life is in Sunnydale, Angel. She has people who care for her here. Her family is here! In LA, they will simply treat her as William the damn Bloody!' Giles face was a crimson shade. Angel growled, 'Spike is MY Childe, Rupert! MINE! Do you think that you or Xander can protect her in the state she is in? Buffy is strong enough. But she has other responsibilities.' Giles walked up to the dark vampire and looked directly into his eyes, 'Now he...I mean she is your CHILDE, Angel? How bloody convenient! Are you doing what's best for her or what's best for your guilty conscience?' 'S-Stop it! Please! Stop fighting!' The tiny blonde vampire shouted as she stood at the bottom of the stairs holding onto the handrail in her weakened state. The two men had not realised their argument was witnessed by the fragile vampire. 'I'm not an OBJECT to be passed around! I'm not...I'm not...I'm not...' she repeated this over and over again as she slowly turned into herself. She held her shaking head as she crouched on the bottom step. She rocked back and forth and began mumbling as the tears poured from her eyes. 'My, God, what have we done?' Giles said as he rushed over to Spike. 'Spike...do you know who I am?' He spoke softly. He was very careful to avoid touching her. Spike lifted her head as her eyes attempted to focus through the haze of tears. 'G-Giles...' she said quietly. 'Angel and I are terribly sorry we upset you. W-We were worried, that's all.' He raised his arm and carefully touched her shoulder. It was a tender gesture and Giles only hoped that his touch would not make her cower away. To his surprise, she allowed the innocent touch. She relaxed her posture as he briefly embraced her. The hug was chaste. Giles wanted to reassure her that not all mortals would take advantage of her. Giles stood from his kneeling position and walked over to Angel. He placed his glasses back on and cleared his throat. 'Please leave your number in Los Angeles. When I receive some information, I will be sure to phone you both immediately.' Angel looked into Giles eyes and patted him on the shoulder in appreciation. He realised in that moment how much his Childe's life had changed. He sensed the fatherly love Giles held towards the blonde vampire. Part of Angel felt slightly jealous of the relationship. He had been absent for nearly a century of his Childe's life and now more than ever his regret was overwhelming. Angel approached the stairs and lifted Spike and placed her on the couch. 'I'm going to pack a few things, make a phone call, and then we can go okay?' He gently stroked her cheekbones. Giles proceeded to the kitchen to pack the remaining blood in an ice cooler and placed it in the back seat of Angel's car. Angel returned upstairs and took a cell phone out of his pocket. He went into the bathroom to escape the range of Spike's vampire enhanced hearing. He quickly dialled and waited impatiently for an answer. 'Angel Investigations. We help the hopeless!' Cordelia answered with her usual enthusiasm. 'Cordy, it's me.' 'Oh, Angel! Is everything okay there?' 'Well, not really. Anyway, listen Cordy. And before you freak out, just hear me out. I'm coming back in a few hours with Spike.' 'No, way, Mister! Uh! Uh!' Cordy exclaimed. 'Hello? Am I the only one who remembers hot pokers?' 'Cordy, please! Spike was the one in trouble here. It's really bad. He needs our help. He can't hurt anyone!' 'Are you sure?' she asked, needing reassurance. 'I'm positive. He's gone through some changes. He's a close friend of the gang here, so we need to give him a chance.' 'Well, if you're sure. But, I'm still going to carry my stake and have Father Flannery bless my water bottle! 'Now, listen. Spike was bitten by a Demon and he was changed into...' 'Into a what?' Cordelia interrupted. 'I was going to say- a woman.' He could hear the laughter through the phone. 'Cordelia, this is not funny! I found Spike beaten and brutalised.' 'I'm sorry, Angel,' she responded sincerely. 'Can you make sure everyone is in the lobby when we return? I want Spike to meet the gang all at once so there are no surprises. Okay?' 'Sure, Angel...drive carefully.' With that the conversation ended. Angel returned to the first floor and gathered a slumbering Spike in his arms. He walked over to Giles and shook his hand. Giles placed a small kiss on Spike's forehead and walked over to the door. He opened the door and as the two vampires exited the ex-watcher's home, he quietly whispered, 'Take good care of her.' Angel hoped that leaving Sunnydale would begin the healing process for the fractured blonde vampire. Angel glanced at the sign 'You Are Now Leaving Sunnydale' as he turned his car onto the dark highway headed towards the City of Angels. * TBC...